May 31, 2004 22:01
madd sick i feel like im gonna die. im on the phone wit my babi now.this weekend was straight caras mom left but i wasnt there much:( im lik e drifting away from my gurls i really miss them this weekend girls. friday i went to marissas after skool n then i went home, n then phil got madd at me so i bounced to caras cause i was suppose dto go there that night but then i came home cuase phil was madd at me. im sorry girls u should undestand i still love u. but i didnt wanna b in a fight wit him over nothing.. slept with him at krisites on friday.saturday played ruet that was a nice night. i was chillin wit my love krsitie all weekendd woah. back were back to b good buddies. n phil was over thurr too. saturday i hadda go home lkiek madd early it sucked. i wanted to sleep over. then sunday chilled at krisites n then at night chilled there n just chilled phil was thurr. n today was ok las tnight i waaas gonan sleep at kriseites wit phil n then i was pissed when my mom said i couldnt. today i woke up my parents bounced b fore they could drive me to airs. i went to the parade wit my bf, krisite, scott n sam, n saw a few people it was beet we were maddd late to it. n then came back to krsities n then went downtown wt krsiites yepp downtown haha krisite. n then ate dinner at some place. n then came back to my bf. n then smoked it was a strizzle weekebned. i saw my bf everynight and day. since im with him so much it feels like when im not with him a part of me is missing. ii dunno i like him alot n i feel comfortable wit him. but he makes fun of me ha. n i hate it.o well have to deal wit htings to make them work.im out though madd beat n adas comin to sleep over.<33samO