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this is the fuckin reason why i dont get into relationships i hate it.i havent talked to my bf since yesterday in skool he goot madd at me for some shit. im pissed though i dont even kow wat he did last nnight.hes a fuckin asshole for not callin me. i cant stop fuckin thinking about him, excpecially since i havent talk to him in forever. last night my mind was off him though, n i hope that happens tonight to. last night we went to the beach around like 9, our process of gettin alcohol toook soo fuckin long. mike picked me n rach up at rachels, then went to gels to get her.then to lonnnies we got there eventually to get the alchol we waitied there while someone got it for us. then we went to caras so gel could her coat, n bag, n then to cigs n then to the beach finally. i didnt go in the carnival once.n im kinda happy watever, n at the end when we were leaving it was so scarry because the carnival was all closed down n shit n all black n it looked like a horrer movie. alot of people got sick last night and im sorry. i fuckin bbooted that was my bad. drank n smoked cant do that often. well tonight i get to chill wit krisite, i love that girl. n were goin to some partey. do u kow was topped off my morning though goin to work at 7 woahh n i didnt ggt to sit down once swear to god i felt liek i was gonna die. my head was twirlin in circles n shit i felt liek i was gonna faint n diee. never again drink the night beffore i gotta wake up at 7. alright im out though. pzz<33samO