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Christmas Eve, and I ruined it know how?
I'm a fucking failure. I will NEVER do well in school, I am too much of a slacker, a procrastinator, I don't understand why I do this to myself.
They're disapointed and they're done with me. my dad told me to just drop out and get a job full time... I messed up yet again.
I'm in danger of failing my senior year...
I'm a mess... I feel like total shit. my heart hurts, and I have the biggest lump in my throat... this is killing me...
I wish I was my brother, I wish I was the simple autistic one who can't dissappoint them...
fuck me
I'm a fucking failure. I will NEVER do well in school, I am too much of a slacker, a procrastinator, I don't understand why I do this to myself.
They're disapointed and they're done with me. my dad told me to just drop out and get a job full time... I messed up yet again.
I'm in danger of failing my senior year...
I'm a mess... I feel like total shit. my heart hurts, and I have the biggest lump in my throat... this is killing me...
I wish I was my brother, I wish I was the simple autistic one who can't dissappoint them...
fuck me