Somewhere In Between
Sheelah, Lila and I in 1997.
All of us girls at Club Excess almost two years ago.
Somewhere in between those two snapshots, we all grew up and grew apart.
We're all so different now; with different experiences, different memories and different lives.
I guess it's a bit sad to say that I wish I was still living in that first picture. Or at least had the kind of friendships I had in that first picture.
I guess this could be considered the obligatory and typical post of someone who is all alone and lonely on a Friday night.
I have no one here to call up to go out somewhere.
I never once really tried to connect with people here to have the kind of friendships I had in highschool.
I've met so many people at Brock, most of them really nice people, but those people really have no idea who I am, what I am about.
And I never put in the effort to let them know me in that way because I have always reserved those special places for my friends at home.
It's funny because last Sunday my mom had to drive me back to St. Catharines in a really horrible winter storm and she said, "It was a mistake for you to ever go to school in St. Catharines, look at this horrible weather I have to drive in to get you there."
What's funny is that I think it was a big mistake to come here period.
Not like I tried to make the best of my decision to come to school here, but after 4 years I still don't regret not trying.
There are only three good reasons for ending up in this school:
1. Living with Kristen, I couldn't have picked anyone better to live with.
2. Kristen becoming friends with Renee, thus me becoming friends with her. She is hands down the funniest and most fun to be with person I have ever met. And I know everyone can agree on that.
3. Finding a man, whom if I never had gone to this school, would never have met. I love him and never could have imagined someone so good for me.
At least I can smile and say that these three people have a reservation in my life for life :)
Some of you may think where is this all coming from?
A whole bunch of things I guess. I just had a weird dream last night and so I've been thinking about a lot today.
Ok well that's enough of that, Kristen is home and I'm 10000000 times happier now!
All of us girls at Club Excess almost two years ago.
Somewhere in between those two snapshots, we all grew up and grew apart.
We're all so different now; with different experiences, different memories and different lives.
I guess it's a bit sad to say that I wish I was still living in that first picture. Or at least had the kind of friendships I had in that first picture.
I guess this could be considered the obligatory and typical post of someone who is all alone and lonely on a Friday night.
I have no one here to call up to go out somewhere.
I never once really tried to connect with people here to have the kind of friendships I had in highschool.
I've met so many people at Brock, most of them really nice people, but those people really have no idea who I am, what I am about.
And I never put in the effort to let them know me in that way because I have always reserved those special places for my friends at home.
It's funny because last Sunday my mom had to drive me back to St. Catharines in a really horrible winter storm and she said, "It was a mistake for you to ever go to school in St. Catharines, look at this horrible weather I have to drive in to get you there."
What's funny is that I think it was a big mistake to come here period.
Not like I tried to make the best of my decision to come to school here, but after 4 years I still don't regret not trying.
There are only three good reasons for ending up in this school:
1. Living with Kristen, I couldn't have picked anyone better to live with.
2. Kristen becoming friends with Renee, thus me becoming friends with her. She is hands down the funniest and most fun to be with person I have ever met. And I know everyone can agree on that.
3. Finding a man, whom if I never had gone to this school, would never have met. I love him and never could have imagined someone so good for me.
At least I can smile and say that these three people have a reservation in my life for life :)
Some of you may think where is this all coming from?
A whole bunch of things I guess. I just had a weird dream last night and so I've been thinking about a lot today.
Ok well that's enough of that, Kristen is home and I'm 10000000 times happier now!