the sound of Your voice...

[sweetspe]

i just had this short conversation with garrett over the im...and i love him i really do, i just wish he would listen to me when i spoke. i mean i told him something and we even talked about it a little and he told me this information this morning like it was news...hello!!! we talked about it and yeah it was for a brief moment but i mean it was brought up. it just makes me so mad...i mean i went to part of his softball practice which i left early so i could go home where i spent like an hour and a half cooking him dinner and he doesn't even pay attention to what i say. and no this is not the first time this has happened. do boys feel like once they are with someone and it's looking long term that they can just stop pay attention to what the girl is saying? i find it hurtful...i mean one of my favorite things to do is to talk to him...and i swear 50 percent of the time he doesn't hear a word i say. i really do love him...i guess that is why it annoys me so much. i just wish that he would pretend to be interested in what i have to say...i mean i really try to be interested in what he wants to do. i go to his games and practices, i went to the emmaus thing he wanted to go to, i have spent the last 5 out of 6 holidays (the big ones)at his families while i blew off my own...is it too much to ask that he pays attention when i speak?

i needed to get that off my chest. sorry for the rant.

garrett i love you...so much...more than anything. but you make me so crazy...i love you anyway.

the end.