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So...as the longest summer of my life continues (aka, i have been home for 3 months since Australia) i find myself in the same place i was in prior to leaving for australia. I am trying my damndest to get myself out of this rut, both physically, mentally, emotionally, spiritually, financially and professionally. I have problems in all of those areas, but they are trying to be fixed. One good thing, all of my debts from shopoholic syndrome and my trip will be paid off by the time I leaave for school. If there is one thing i know i have learned this summer, it is that i need to stop shopping and leave my credit cards at home. I also have learned that just dieting will not make me lose weight, I have to get up off my ass and exercise, and thats all that will work for me. I'm still trying so hard not to be negative, and speaking to someone about it from DC really helped a lot. Emotionally, i do yearn for some sort of attachment, but not to the extent that others do. I think if I were to never see other people together or talk about it, it wouldn't bother me as much. And, I only have 2 months left of my boring ass job, but knowing that my debts will be gone makes it all better. All I am saying I guess is that I am trying, but my journey is just a lot harder than most people's.
Now for an actual life event update....So, this weekend, I had planned to do lots of cool things as a 21 year old. Single Mingle and Royal Oak bar scene Friday, maybe Kelly's party, Saturday, maybe canada. Oh no, none of that occured. Friday came home from work early cuz i had the cramps from hell, and since i had that occuring, i was not going to go migle with guys when i felt like shit, so that ruled out the party too. I ended up going to see Shrek 2 w/Er and Mer because it was chill and i could relax, and it was oh so cute. Saturday, I slept a lot, did pretty much nothing, except i actually got off my ass and called beth to go hang out cuz i knew she was in town. We played dance dance revolution, my 1st time. I could only get a hang of the slower songs like we are secret lovers. Today, we celebrated daddy's day. Me and keka got my dad new shoes because he desperately needed them, a new walled for same reason, a belt, and a pistons leash for lucy. We then had steaks and corn at my grandparents house. Fun stuff....now I'm done and going to try and do some DC reading. Another Monday tomorrow...
A is for - Age: 21
B is for - Boyfriend: nope
C is for - Career in the Future: investigator/FBI special agent
D is for - Dead person you would like to meet: some of the hereoes of 9/11 who were on the planes that crashed
E is for - Essential item: concealer
F is for - Favorite song at the moment: 'Live like you were dying' by Tim McGraw
G is for - Girls you like: ones who aren't superficial, needy, whiny, obsessed with guys, only wear designer stuff to show off their money, or who dress like whores. Hmm, i guess i dont like most girls.
H is for - Hometown: Sterling Heights, Michigan
I is for - Instruments you play: clarinet and the flag :)
J is for - Job title: Typist Clerk I/student
L is for - Living places: the heights, Ann Arbor, MI
M is for - Memory that makes you happy: everything about Australia, from holding a koala to swimming in the great barrier reef, to my no worries attitude
N is for - Number of people slept with: unmentionable on LJ, but dont worry, im no slut :)
O is for - Overnight hospital stays: none
P is for - Phobias: dont know the name but im scared of snakes,and sometimes heights
Q is for - Quote you like: oh there are too many, but my favorite has to be the last quote from Sex and the City "But the most exciting, challenging and significant relationship of all is the one you have with yourself. And if you can find someone to love the you you love, well, that's just fabulous"
R is for - Relationship that lasted the longest: i dont think i would call it a relationship, but 2 months
S is for - Sexuality: Hetero
T is for - Time you wake up everyday: 7:05 for work, 11ish on days off
U is for - Unique trait(s): independent, obsessed with reality tv and satc, shopaholic
V is for - Vegetable you love: summer squash
W is for - Worst habit: pessimism
X is for - X-rays you've had: teeth, spine, foot
Y is for - Yummy food you make: nachos with all the fixins, hey, i cant cook.
Z is for - Zodiac sign: Gemini
LOL....i guess they know im shy and get flustered when i try to talk to guys.
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Now for an actual life event update....So, this weekend, I had planned to do lots of cool things as a 21 year old. Single Mingle and Royal Oak bar scene Friday, maybe Kelly's party, Saturday, maybe canada. Oh no, none of that occured. Friday came home from work early cuz i had the cramps from hell, and since i had that occuring, i was not going to go migle with guys when i felt like shit, so that ruled out the party too. I ended up going to see Shrek 2 w/Er and Mer because it was chill and i could relax, and it was oh so cute. Saturday, I slept a lot, did pretty much nothing, except i actually got off my ass and called beth to go hang out cuz i knew she was in town. We played dance dance revolution, my 1st time. I could only get a hang of the slower songs like we are secret lovers. Today, we celebrated daddy's day. Me and keka got my dad new shoes because he desperately needed them, a new walled for same reason, a belt, and a pistons leash for lucy. We then had steaks and corn at my grandparents house. Fun stuff....now I'm done and going to try and do some DC reading. Another Monday tomorrow...
A is for - Age: 21
B is for - Boyfriend: nope
C is for - Career in the Future: investigator/FBI special agent
D is for - Dead person you would like to meet: some of the hereoes of 9/11 who were on the planes that crashed
E is for - Essential item: concealer
F is for - Favorite song at the moment: 'Live like you were dying' by Tim McGraw
G is for - Girls you like: ones who aren't superficial, needy, whiny, obsessed with guys, only wear designer stuff to show off their money, or who dress like whores. Hmm, i guess i dont like most girls.
H is for - Hometown: Sterling Heights, Michigan
I is for - Instruments you play: clarinet and the flag :)
J is for - Job title: Typist Clerk I/student
L is for - Living places: the heights, Ann Arbor, MI
M is for - Memory that makes you happy: everything about Australia, from holding a koala to swimming in the great barrier reef, to my no worries attitude
N is for - Number of people slept with: unmentionable on LJ, but dont worry, im no slut :)
O is for - Overnight hospital stays: none
P is for - Phobias: dont know the name but im scared of snakes,and sometimes heights
Q is for - Quote you like: oh there are too many, but my favorite has to be the last quote from Sex and the City "But the most exciting, challenging and significant relationship of all is the one you have with yourself. And if you can find someone to love the you you love, well, that's just fabulous"
R is for - Relationship that lasted the longest: i dont think i would call it a relationship, but 2 months
S is for - Sexuality: Hetero
T is for - Time you wake up everyday: 7:05 for work, 11ish on days off
U is for - Unique trait(s): independent, obsessed with reality tv and satc, shopaholic
V is for - Vegetable you love: summer squash
W is for - Worst habit: pessimism
X is for - X-rays you've had: teeth, spine, foot
Y is for - Yummy food you make: nachos with all the fixins, hey, i cant cook.
Z is for - Zodiac sign: Gemini
LOL....i guess they know im shy and get flustered when i try to talk to guys.
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