Happy Valentine's Day..
So today is valentine's day and my day is going pretty swell...
this morning i recieved breakfast in bed along with some roses, a teddy bear w/ balloons that say i love u...aww how cute...it was very sweet of my bf to do that for me...i almost feel special...why do i say that...because shit, that's only my imagination talking...but to be honest i really don't care if i get nething...i feel hopeless sometimes and holiday like these make me feel like vomiting...i see all these couples hugging and laughing with each other....where is that for me?..we argue almost all the time...he start cussing at me before i even finish my sentence...sometimes i feel like "walking away" (craig david) today though, liah looked so pretty...she has a party today and i took her some balloons...she was all excited....i don't know what to say...my best valentines day was when we played basketball in Alice my jr. year and even though i didn't get to play through out the whole game...i still remember Guti telling me he was sorry cus he should of put me in but caught up in the moment...i didn't blame him...i was disappointed but it was cool...that memory is worth it all...i miss u Guti...