Where's that new leaf when you need to turn over a new one?
Okay.
See...I'm sitting here in a real state of knowing perplexion (is that possible, to know and still be confused) right now and I have no real shame in the fact that I'm a component to my own confusion.
I'm kind of deadlocked, "stuck-faced" if you will.
I had a great weekend, besides the fact that my sinuses have been attacked by my allergies (and having a fresh piercing in my nose isnt making matters any more feasible), and I do believe that leadway into something better was accomplished...but uh...who's to say really?
My school squad went to competition this Saturday and we did hella good, minus 2 stunts falling prematurely but sticking all the same, so instead of the anticipated 1st place we came in a close 2nd to some all-white squad with more tumblers than ours. Tuh! What I wouldnt give to have all of those lazy Suzans on our team to do at least ONE flip this year...but yeah I guess I'll always be one of the lone 5 that do on this team.
In better news, I'm going to do my individual competition at Six Flags soon for my all-star team, so hopefully I do well enough to place...I aint pushin for first like I did with my team, being that this is my first individual comp. EVER.
Friday was confusing in the end, but everything went well. I did something I didnt even anticipate happening because of my "live and let live" theory I'm trying to adapt to living by, but I was caught off guard...whaddya gona do when stuff like that happens, interrupt them? I just...I dont know. I'll leave that situation to a later, more personal, date.
Vance slept thru it, so I wont bother in explaining. *tehehee*
Other than waking up at 5pm on Sunday, which was earlier than I anticipated getting up anyway, my weekend was way more fun than the weekends past. This year hasnt lived up to its standards, but I'm once again ANTICIPATING more (how many times have I expressed anxiety in this ONE post hahaha!)
It's 3:44am.
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Oh and thanx for all the comments on the last post (I think it was a locked one so, strangers, SORRY you didnt get to get in on that one) its all worked out in some odd way and things are looking up, but I got more focused on me I think...and it'll be expressed in better detail at a later date. I just wised up, overreacting to the situation I was in is an UNDERstatement.