I'm bored as shit.
Um. What to say...
It's just me, Cleveland, Marcus, Andrea, and some other people. Some of them I'm sure are nosey (won't even get into that, its irrelevant) so I'll keep the personal talk with my real friends in here to a minimum.
I sit here thinking about nothing, wanting something to eat since I have my last real money in my pocket--no, I mean my purse...these dumb ass jeans dont have any pockets.
I am hungry, annoyed, irritated, bored, HOT, and tired of being here. I wish I could be Mary Sunshine like I've been before but I can't live in denial for life...it's like hell trying to be that way. I'm starting to resent myself for even beginning to act like that and having to deal with people ever asking me "what's wroooooooooooooong are you okay? You dont look all 'HAPPY' and energetic like you used to."
MAYBE BECAUSE...I WAS NEVER REALLY LIKE THAT IN FORTHRIGHT.
But I can't blame other people for my simplicity of the mind, wanting to be happy when I wasn't, and then degrading people's expectations by being my real self and mentally demanding that they understand me for the real way that I have evolved. I'm a little ignorant of other people's feelings.
...AND I DON'T BELIEVE THAT I CARE.
Sorry Agnes I'm trying to choose joy!!! But it's not prevailing.
It's just me, Cleveland, Marcus, Andrea, and some other people. Some of them I'm sure are nosey (won't even get into that, its irrelevant) so I'll keep the personal talk with my real friends in here to a minimum.
I sit here thinking about nothing, wanting something to eat since I have my last real money in my pocket--no, I mean my purse...these dumb ass jeans dont have any pockets.
I am hungry, annoyed, irritated, bored, HOT, and tired of being here. I wish I could be Mary Sunshine like I've been before but I can't live in denial for life...it's like hell trying to be that way. I'm starting to resent myself for even beginning to act like that and having to deal with people ever asking me "what's wroooooooooooooong are you okay? You dont look all 'HAPPY' and energetic like you used to."
MAYBE BECAUSE...I WAS NEVER REALLY LIKE THAT IN FORTHRIGHT.
But I can't blame other people for my simplicity of the mind, wanting to be happy when I wasn't, and then degrading people's expectations by being my real self and mentally demanding that they understand me for the real way that I have evolved. I'm a little ignorant of other people's feelings.
...AND I DON'T BELIEVE THAT I CARE.
Sorry Agnes I'm trying to choose joy!!! But it's not prevailing.