Dec 17, 2004 08:27
It's amazing how you love me...(how you love me)
It's amziing how you care..(how you care)
It's amazing how your always thinking of me all the time and everywhere
oh boy a week from today is Christmas eve. I can't get over how fast my teenagehood years are flying by. I mean in 6 months my sister will be graduating from highschool and in 8 months she will be going to college. i am really going to miss her. It's going to be so different when she leaves. I guess change always ends up good in the end... right?
I am dreading christmas morning because it's the last chrismas i will probably spend in that house. ughhh this sucks. I love my house so much. It's the house that i grew up in and i am definately not letting go of it quite yet. I want to spend this age forever.
John always talks about how he wanted to stay 7 forever when he was 7. but i want to stay 16 forever when i am 16. This sucks.
I had a long talk with Ashley Nemeth last night from triple r about how we lose summer friendships so fast during the school year. It sucks soo bad. I want to cry.
I really want to go away for a while and than not telll anyone and then come back and see how many people missed me and see how much i meant to everyone and what not. Maybe it would be a reality check but would it be a good or bad one? you D E C I D E
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