so hard

Nov 05, 2005 19:22

I wish I could just turn my emotions on and off. It hurts and it sucks and just bleh. I just want to not feel so confused.

The perfomance today was amazing! I had so much fun! Mr. Evans' performance was really hot...hehe!

I have a bruise on my side and my back is really sore from fallin'.

Sometimes people need to keep their opinions to themselves. What people say really affects me so when I say "ok I'm going to U of A" and someone tells me to go to NAU, I start taking NAU into consideration all over again. I really do have to go to Tucson though. There is so much there for me. Seriously, destiny is calling me over there. Success for there is pretty good, we're talking a chance to go to Julliard when I'm done. It's not just about U of A it's Tucson itself. It really helps to know someone that knows someone who runs a school of music and pays for people to go to Julliard. It sounds kinda funny, and even farfethced, but it's real and I can't give it up.

Long live Fitahs!!!
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