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My book for Creative Writing has consumed my life... I've never been more dedicated in my life... but it sucks and so does my story
Also
i've never felt as sad as I do now.
I have nothing to offer to anyone.
I finally realized there is nothing about me that is special or attractive.
I'm plain.
In fact- its disappointing to me
I realize its why no one is interested in me
its why I'm still alone
its why I wasn't asked to prom
its why I've never been on a date
its why I've never had a relationship
its why I won't have a date for prom next year
its why I'm so angry lately
I never thought I'd actually hate myself... and really I don't hate myself... I vex God more so b/c he did this to me. Religion? What is it? God? Where is he?
And whats worse... my friends are beautiful
Ivey- Gorgeous... talented... charming
Stephanie- Beautiful...caring... loyal
Hilary- Amazing... intelligent... great friend
i mean it could go on all my friends have so much to offer
but then there is me
with nothing
always 2nd rate
always forgotten
always alone
sorry if i depressed you
Also
i've never felt as sad as I do now.
I have nothing to offer to anyone.
I finally realized there is nothing about me that is special or attractive.
I'm plain.
In fact- its disappointing to me
I realize its why no one is interested in me
its why I'm still alone
its why I wasn't asked to prom
its why I've never been on a date
its why I've never had a relationship
its why I won't have a date for prom next year
its why I'm so angry lately
I never thought I'd actually hate myself... and really I don't hate myself... I vex God more so b/c he did this to me. Religion? What is it? God? Where is he?
And whats worse... my friends are beautiful
Ivey- Gorgeous... talented... charming
Stephanie- Beautiful...caring... loyal
Hilary- Amazing... intelligent... great friend
i mean it could go on all my friends have so much to offer
but then there is me
with nothing
always 2nd rate
always forgotten
always alone
sorry if i depressed you