its your life.. are you who you wanna be?

[sweetsexysasha]

Well today I didnt go to school... I woke up and I threw up and I had a MAjor migrane headache and it was horrible.. so I stayed home from school and slept all day looong.. my headache lasted forrreverrr and I threw up 2 times :(.. not good... seth came over and he got me some headache medicine thank goodness and now I am feeling much better than I was before... I didnt eat anything all day cuz If I did I wouldnt be able to keep it down! So yeah today was just a relax day for me, and I felt like complete crap all day loong....seth was over for a while but he didnt really hang out with me cuz i was sick so he just hung out with my brothers and played video games.. how funnn lol.. I really hope we get a snow day 2morrow because I am SOO sick of school.... blahh.... so im prayin for that snow day 2morrow...
::crosses fingers:: hmm.. well some things are on my mind but I dont feel like typin everything out... but like i always bulid things up inside me because I dont know how to get them out or tell people how I really feel, or like what Im thinking.. and I know its becaused of learned behavior and all that stuff becuz of my mom and how my parents were.. but like I have a lot of trouble with communicating and talking and stuff.. but im just giving all my problems to god because i kno he can help me with them and help me to change...and be able to be more open with certain ppl about things... ok well thats all for now.. i <3 u jesus... i love everyone!! just for being your self.. and nothing less.. xOxO