save a horse ride a cowboy..
O.k. so I am better today..I am sorry my previous posts were so depressing..well im not really sorry it is a journal to express your feelings and at the time those were my feelings..I had a rough couple of days..April 26th 2003 I had a miscarriage and lost and child..I have had more then one but that one was rather traumatic so it hits me hard sometimes..you never fully get over something like that and god knows I dont need anymore kids but it hurts nonetheless..I wonder if she would have had long hair like mine or if she would have had Joes attitude(god lets hope not)..It just makes you stop and think..It also makes you go back to the past and relive the heartache which in itself brings back other hurt..Life isnt all about the hurt though..its about the celebrations and the good times as well..I am so thankfull for the otherkids i have been blessed with..Ill get my life straight..eventually...LOL