Jul 20, 2004 23:06
Wow... i dont even know where to begin.
Ever since i got back from camp alandale, God couldnt make it more clear about what he wants to do in my life. I know what i need to do now, and even though it is goign to be a very long and tough journey, i am ready. I keep telling God that all i want is to make me His vessel, that it no longer matters about what i want or how i can change the world, but about how he can do wonders THROUGH me. I miss those kids everyday and i couldnt care for them more, and listening to them and other opporunities there are for God to use me to make somewhat of a difference, i cant help but cry. it is an overwhelming feeling and i couldnt know myself better.
Janey, a woman who started a organization called Orphans First that goes all around the world, who met my sister at the beach teh days after i got back from camp, emailed me back today adn has shown a great interest in helping me in what i want to to acheive. I got this email right after i brokedown over the memories of the pain my brothers and sisters (as i want them so much to be) went through.
wow...