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19 days... 2 weeks & 5 days... I'm so ready to meet my baby girl!
Jay looked at me all crazy last night when he came home from work, "I just thought about it tonight... we've got like 20 days left."
I just smiled and nodded.
He said it was scary. When I asked why, he told me he's afraid about the hospital stay. He's scared to see me in that much pain.
Let me tell you... Jay is the type of guy who is calm and collected in just about every situation. I've never seen him lose his cool over anything... except me. Anytime I get really bad sick, he's right there. Doesn't leave my side. Like he seriously has a better bedside manner than most doctors lol. I got sick at work one night and called him when I got off because I was sooo dizzy and nauseous. I was shaking all over and couldn't get off the bench in the back of the store. He was up there in like .4 seconds with orange juice in tow (he think o.j. is the cure of all cures for some reason - always has lol). He even offered to carry me out of the store!
One night we were just playing around - I was sitting on my knees on the bed and turned to face him. Well, my knee slid out of joint. OMG hello pain. I froze and just started at him and then started to cry, but I couldn't seem to tell him what was wrong. Just kept pointing at my legs. He looked like he was going to cry - tears welled up in the man's eyes - and he wrapped his arms around me and popped it back in socket while he held me. It felt like he was shaking and just hugged and hugged me.
He absolutely can't stand me being in pain. The only times I've EVER seen him panic are times when I'm hurting.
It does make me curious to see how he acts when I'm in labor. I kinda hope he keeps his cool... kinda need him to lol.
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Anyways.
I went for a long walk tonight with Charliebutt since the weather is cooling off (finally!!!!). I actually felt alot better afterwards too... tired and hot, but refreshed somehow. I might start trying to walk a little each night after supper. Maybe that'll help me sleep too... I've been having insomnia like whoa.
I hope everyone had a happy and safe Labor Day :)