Maternity leave... guilt?
http://community.thenestbaby.com/cs/ks/forums/thread/40216067.aspx
Yeah so it's all here.
Basically I'm feeling guilty now that my maternity leave has been settled with both my doctor and my boss and the paperwork has been dated and sent in. Done is done I guess.
I feel like I'm abandoning ship or something. Like I'm leaving Jay out to dry. "Here! Bills~all yours now babe." I hate him being stressed and I hate it worse that I feel like I'm contributing to it.
It's just where I work I don't get to sit down and my feet are so swollen and my back is so sore not to mention the infinite incurable fatigue I feel all day. I'm so ready to be able to just relax because I know I won't be able to once Anna is born... *sigh* *sigh* *triple sigh*
And it doesn't help that he keeps wording it like "Well, we could get one of these... wait no. Better not since you're about to quit your job." Hello! I'm not quitting. I just need some rest :(
Yeah so it's all here.
Basically I'm feeling guilty now that my maternity leave has been settled with both my doctor and my boss and the paperwork has been dated and sent in. Done is done I guess.
I feel like I'm abandoning ship or something. Like I'm leaving Jay out to dry. "Here! Bills~all yours now babe." I hate him being stressed and I hate it worse that I feel like I'm contributing to it.
It's just where I work I don't get to sit down and my feet are so swollen and my back is so sore not to mention the infinite incurable fatigue I feel all day. I'm so ready to be able to just relax because I know I won't be able to once Anna is born... *sigh* *sigh* *triple sigh*
And it doesn't help that he keeps wording it like "Well, we could get one of these... wait no. Better not since you're about to quit your job." Hello! I'm not quitting. I just need some rest :(