Stuck between a dream job and a heartache
Life sure knows how to work itself out just in the nick of time. Right when one bad thing happens, something good soon follows right before you feel like giving up. Or in my case, right when I thought life couldn’t get any better I am faced with a decision that could turn my whole life into a fairytale.
The catch? I would have to leave everything and everyone I know for a while, maybe for a long time depending on how it goes. I know my family would always stay in my life and some friends would too but as cliché and high school like it sounds, I’d be leaving behind someone I'm really falling for. I know it’s never wise to mix love and career but for the first time in my whole life, I’ve met someone who changes everything.
I know people will say, ‘well if it’s meant to be you guys will stay together and work thru it’ I knew from the beginning not to get ahead of myself but honestly, I never expected to feel the way I do about him this soon.
When I said, for the first time I’ve met someone who changes everything, let me explain. The first time we ever met, it was on our first date, I had this feeling about him. I don’t believe in soulmates, but I just felt a connection with him that made me feel like I’ve known him for a long time. It just clicked and it didn’t have to make sense, because it just did. He not only makes my heart weak but he amazes me. There is no doubt that he will do great things in his life career wise and that’s one of the biggest reasons why I like him so much.
He inspires me, makes me laugh, understands me and accepts me for me. It’s almost nauseating just how much he makes me smile on a daily basis and I can never get enough of him. I don’t want to lose this. I know I have no say when it comes to what’s supposed to be will be but I know if I took this opportunity the chance of us lasting decreases drastically and what are these next couple months going to be for us? I can’t just walk away from something like this. Even if we ended things now to not make the attachment stronger, it would still break my heart.
So my question is, if you were with pretty much the person of your dreams but had a once in a lifetime career opportunity which one would you choose? Do I have to choose? Or can we all have it all?
The catch? I would have to leave everything and everyone I know for a while, maybe for a long time depending on how it goes. I know my family would always stay in my life and some friends would too but as cliché and high school like it sounds, I’d be leaving behind someone I'm really falling for. I know it’s never wise to mix love and career but for the first time in my whole life, I’ve met someone who changes everything.
I know people will say, ‘well if it’s meant to be you guys will stay together and work thru it’ I knew from the beginning not to get ahead of myself but honestly, I never expected to feel the way I do about him this soon.
When I said, for the first time I’ve met someone who changes everything, let me explain. The first time we ever met, it was on our first date, I had this feeling about him. I don’t believe in soulmates, but I just felt a connection with him that made me feel like I’ve known him for a long time. It just clicked and it didn’t have to make sense, because it just did. He not only makes my heart weak but he amazes me. There is no doubt that he will do great things in his life career wise and that’s one of the biggest reasons why I like him so much.
He inspires me, makes me laugh, understands me and accepts me for me. It’s almost nauseating just how much he makes me smile on a daily basis and I can never get enough of him. I don’t want to lose this. I know I have no say when it comes to what’s supposed to be will be but I know if I took this opportunity the chance of us lasting decreases drastically and what are these next couple months going to be for us? I can’t just walk away from something like this. Even if we ended things now to not make the attachment stronger, it would still break my heart.
So my question is, if you were with pretty much the person of your dreams but had a once in a lifetime career opportunity which one would you choose? Do I have to choose? Or can we all have it all?