Mar 20, 2006 14:06
Last night was fun. Visiting with friends that I have not seen in a while and then catching up with other friends....it makes me feel happy.
I wish that I was not so overwhelmed all the time. I feel like I just cannot handle my life, obligations and duties. I want to...but I feel out of control...like faliure.
Hopefully, tomorrow will be better.
I know I won't sleep much tonight because I have to study for my exams tomorrow...and I cannot study until the kids have gone to sleep...but by then I am sooooo tired....I need to stop complaining and just get through it...but it is so hard...it sucks...I don't like feeling this way.