Wow, its tough..
It's way easier to smile when you're actually happy.
I don't understand this. I hurt so bad. I'm not happy. I need something to fix it, but there is nothing I can think of. He told me he fealt 'pressed by God' to end it and thats why hes okay about it all. I mean I'm sure this is God's will anyway but then why does my heart hurt?.. literlly hurt. ( Read more... )
but I went through a similar situation this summer with Collin and believe me- I was SO bummed at the time. I went through every emotion possible. I know where you're coming from girl.
The begining stinks. Collin and I agreed not to talk for the first week. And while it was hard, I think it was the smartest thing for us to do at the time.
Just a suggestion.
I pray you let this hurt bring you closer to Him.
Press into Him.
He wants to romance you and tell you who you are.
He wants to fill that hole that no other guy could even begin to fill.
Let Him whisper His soothing words to your aching heart.
I'm not trying to pretend I have everything figured you, because thats far from the truth, And I certainly don't want it to sound like I'm preaching to you. I just feel really lead to tell you all this.
God worked in me more than words can describe.
As much hurt as I went though, that break up might have been the best thing to happen to me.
Yes, I still stumble from time to time- but I always fall onto Him, instead of my boyfriend.
I pursue God first.
Most of the time I would get so wrapped up in a guy I would forget who I was, forget who God made me to be.
Don't lose that.
Use this opportunity to rediscover it and grow in it.
Thrive.
I wish you the best and I'll keep you in my thoughts and prayers.
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