Feb 02, 2005 17:52
I dont even care what we do now now, because I know that jon has no money, and now i really dont think im going to be gettin umemployment so i will have NO money at all either, but ill be even more broke because i dont even have any savings in the bank, and I have lots of bills every month. Not a good thing.
Anyways im still really really looking forward to valentines day...sadly this is the first real valentine that I have ever really had, because thats how my love life has always worked out. I have either broken up a couple of weeks before valentines day, or something really bad happens rite before, either way it doesnt work out and i do something lame like go to the movies with someone else that doesnt have a date, or babysit :(....but not this year lol I gotta valentine....but like i said we are both kinda broke so idont know what we are doing but I hope he thinks of something special...i asked for a kitten or a chinchilla lol...i would be exstatic if got either of them, but anythign would be nice.
Ive been so busy doing nothing important lately...I feel like I do nothing, because im always tired, but I have actually been doing alot, im gonna reorganize my week starting this weekend, so I can feel more productive in my weeks. Hopefully ill stick to the new schedule...
o yea and jon might take me to see the dresden dolls on sat which would be awesome cause i really like them and have been listening to them all week...but im gonna try and not to get my hopes up in case it doesnt work out....