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Well, life has been ok I suppose. I finished my internship and accepted a full-time position with the firm starting next fall. I graduate this semester, which is nice. A little scary, but nice to finally be done. Currently I am sitting in Amanda and Joe's living room. They have a very cool apartment and live in a great neighborhood. I drove up with Chris Tozlian, which is an event in itself. We had to visit 5 Starbucks on the way to look for a very specific Johnny Cash CD that was never found. We did find a double chocolate frappaccino and some fruity cake thing. It was good. As of Monday I will be back to school. Most people would think that the last semester would be the easiest, but for me it is the exact opposite. Classes are easy, but in the past few months all of my friends have moved or are going to be moving soon. They have all graduated and have good jobs in the Bay Area. I will be there soon enough, but things will be very different by the time I make it up there. To top things off, the people that are left at Fresno State don't really like me. There are a lot of issues that are better left out of a public forum, just as certain pictures and other personal stories should not find there way to that medium. In any case it is going to be a hard semester. I don't have a job yet, and it looks like the only job that I can get will be nights and weekends. This means that I won't be able to attend all the Church Activities that I would like to. After all, since my friends moved, those are really the only people left that aren't judgemental and sincerely care about me. Plus we just have fun. Anyway, this is rambling, but that is kind of the mood that I am in. There is just one last thing to say. I mentioned that things would be different when I come back. Jason will be back in February or March at the latest. I am really excited about it, but have the feeling that my life is going to change even more when he gets back. Although I am not planning anything at the moment, I could see getting married (whether it is to Jason or not) in the next year or so. Of course I am still very much in love with Jason and want more than anything things to work out with us, but no one knows the future. I guess my main concern is how he is going to react to my friends and vice versa. We are both very different people now than 2 years ago. I have had many ups and downs, but now am on the climb back up. We shall just have to wait and see. For the current moment I have to accentuate the positive, eliminate the negative and just hope that everything will be ok. I think I am just a little too sensitive for my own good. Well, yeah....that is the end of the show. If you read it all, I am amazed. If you just skipped to the bottom, I don't blame you. If you didn't read it at all, I'm really not surprised. My life is anything but exciting.