ok...so here it goes.....
so all day i was pissed, and had drama and then last night more drama got added to the list and i was very very pissed and i thought if i went to bed it would get better and i wouldn't feel the need to say something...but im still pissed and still feel i need to say something...so her it goes....
first off...i've come to the conculsion that it just brings stress and drama when u stay friends with ex boyfriends...especially ones who think they treated u well, but in all reality u didn't tell them that they really hurt u and that was why u broke up with them.not just because it didn't feel right and wasn't working....also it is never a good idea to continue to make out with exs no matter how horney u may be!
2nd...i don't give information out about my friends...so if u have a crush on one of them don't come to me fishing around for information about them...so if u like them then u need to fucking ask them and not put my in the damn middle. Grow some fucking balls and ask them out instead...it fucking piss' the hell outta me when people do that...i realize i might be close to them but damn if i call to talk to u don't talk about my friend who u like most of the time! Plus if u hadn't heard from a person for a hot min and u don't know anything that has happened to them and u keep hearing from everyone else there is prolly a damn good fucking reason!
3rd....u know i fucking hate when people say one thing and then the next min they say something else like "if we go out just don't smoke" or "will u stop smoking now that we are together" or I would never go back out with u because u smoke and i think that stuff is disgusting, and u stink all the time" and then later down the road they get a crush on my girl and find out (which btw they didn't know she did). and she says "oh but u wouldn't want to go out with me neways because i smoke"...and then all of a sudden u don't mind a person ur with or a friend for that matter smokes....what a load of fucking horse shit!i was given hell from u for smoking and she basically got a oh well....im a horrible person because i smoke but now that the girl u've always fucking like does so it is suddenly ok...what fucking ever...if it was a problem then....it should still be a problem. u should never base how u feel about stuff on what u feel for another person.
4th...im so fucking over people saying they care about me but they never fucking act like it...and everytime i bring shit up...i look like a stupid bitch.
I doubt the person any of this is directed to will even read this because they don't read my lj or comment on it anymore...but if im lucky they will, and if im not lucky they won't and i just got the satification of getting it out
i think im gonna stop this rant before i get beat...
hopefully today will be better...ash and i are gonna pamper ourselves tonight so we prolly won't be easy to get a hold of
oh and my home phone will be on tues. so if u get a call telling u this is my new number then i want you to have it
first off...i've come to the conculsion that it just brings stress and drama when u stay friends with ex boyfriends...especially ones who think they treated u well, but in all reality u didn't tell them that they really hurt u and that was why u broke up with them.not just because it didn't feel right and wasn't working....also it is never a good idea to continue to make out with exs no matter how horney u may be!
2nd...i don't give information out about my friends...so if u have a crush on one of them don't come to me fishing around for information about them...so if u like them then u need to fucking ask them and not put my in the damn middle. Grow some fucking balls and ask them out instead...it fucking piss' the hell outta me when people do that...i realize i might be close to them but damn if i call to talk to u don't talk about my friend who u like most of the time! Plus if u hadn't heard from a person for a hot min and u don't know anything that has happened to them and u keep hearing from everyone else there is prolly a damn good fucking reason!
3rd....u know i fucking hate when people say one thing and then the next min they say something else like "if we go out just don't smoke" or "will u stop smoking now that we are together" or I would never go back out with u because u smoke and i think that stuff is disgusting, and u stink all the time" and then later down the road they get a crush on my girl and find out (which btw they didn't know she did). and she says "oh but u wouldn't want to go out with me neways because i smoke"...and then all of a sudden u don't mind a person ur with or a friend for that matter smokes....what a load of fucking horse shit!i was given hell from u for smoking and she basically got a oh well....im a horrible person because i smoke but now that the girl u've always fucking like does so it is suddenly ok...what fucking ever...if it was a problem then....it should still be a problem. u should never base how u feel about stuff on what u feel for another person.
4th...im so fucking over people saying they care about me but they never fucking act like it...and everytime i bring shit up...i look like a stupid bitch.
I doubt the person any of this is directed to will even read this because they don't read my lj or comment on it anymore...but if im lucky they will, and if im not lucky they won't and i just got the satification of getting it out
i think im gonna stop this rant before i get beat...
hopefully today will be better...ash and i are gonna pamper ourselves tonight so we prolly won't be easy to get a hold of
oh and my home phone will be on tues. so if u get a call telling u this is my new number then i want you to have it