Mixed Feelings
Right now I am wondering what I did to deserve Tony? I mean I am anything but hott, completely stupid, extremely annoying, and yet he still sees something in me.?.?.? Thank you God!!!! Well anyways, I just got off the phone with him and he is kinda sad and upset and i wish sooo bad i could comfort him or do something to cheer him up....
~Today has been a really wierd day! I have been really laid back.. I dont even know why..... Maybe because I am still in shock that I like someone?? Or maybe i am soo tired that i cant get anything done...
~Ok so i have a question.... Am i liking Tony to much??? I dont want him to feel like overwhelmed and claustrophobic! Cuz i hella like him but i dont want to mess anything up.... I wonder if i am moving to fast??? I dont know and i am not going to worry about it cuz he doesnt seem to have a problem with it...
~ Well anyways, today i took a drive with Chad and i feel soo bad... He tries soo hard... I think i killed him practically when i told him i had a boyfriend! It was soo funny and sad at the same time! I am sure he will get over it though....
~ Oh ya i am thinking about hanging out with Jarrett before he leaves again... I hope it wont be a problem cuz of the fling we had before... I dont want to get into any situations that would be tempting... I am going to make all of Tony's other girlfriends look like such bitches! They treated him soo bad that i am going to make him feel soooooo soooooo amazing! He deserves it and every girl should watch out because after me they are going to have a lot to live up too!!
Ok well i am going to bed because i have a big day tomorrow!
Good night!
~Today has been a really wierd day! I have been really laid back.. I dont even know why..... Maybe because I am still in shock that I like someone?? Or maybe i am soo tired that i cant get anything done...
~Ok so i have a question.... Am i liking Tony to much??? I dont want him to feel like overwhelmed and claustrophobic! Cuz i hella like him but i dont want to mess anything up.... I wonder if i am moving to fast??? I dont know and i am not going to worry about it cuz he doesnt seem to have a problem with it...
~ Well anyways, today i took a drive with Chad and i feel soo bad... He tries soo hard... I think i killed him practically when i told him i had a boyfriend! It was soo funny and sad at the same time! I am sure he will get over it though....
~ Oh ya i am thinking about hanging out with Jarrett before he leaves again... I hope it wont be a problem cuz of the fling we had before... I dont want to get into any situations that would be tempting... I am going to make all of Tony's other girlfriends look like such bitches! They treated him soo bad that i am going to make him feel soooooo soooooo amazing! He deserves it and every girl should watch out because after me they are going to have a lot to live up too!!
Ok well i am going to bed because i have a big day tomorrow!
Good night!