whats ur deal?

[sweets1809]

Whats ur deal?
Whats going on?
Theres no need to hide from me
just tell me the truth.
Why when I decide to try to work on my problems
another one decides to pop its ugly little head up?
potentionally ruining a relationship
a relationship that should have lasted forever
this is me changing or at least attempting to
an amazing eye opening weekend leads to this
when am I going to have a life I love
a life Im happy with?
Will it ever happen?
I know u care
and dont want to see me cry
but when you dont ask
or try to ignore
or sit there silently
it hurts me
Im then crying because of u
you used to be there
ready to listen
always knowing what to ask
what to say
but things have changed
im still the same
but somethings different about u
whats going on?
why wont u tell me?
why cant things go back to the way they were?
I knew I never should have opened my mouth
never said anything
it was spur of the moment
and I was confused with my feelings
I just want to tell you its no longer true
but I know u wont believe me
or at least have doubts
what did I do?
what have I done?
I love you too much for this to be awkward
you mean to much to me for this to be weird