babies.

[sweetrosieoday]

wowowowow.. okay, so I'm looking around myspace and i see TWO of my fellow former DVHS cheerleaders are pregnant. and i'm lookign at their bellies, and its absolutelty incredible. those big big bellies on those little little ladies. It's beautiful, really. I'm jealous I guess. but I know now is not the right time, obviously. But it would be nice to be at that point in my life already. skip this blah blah blah part. although, sometimes, i like the blah blah blah. Like next weekend, I'm seeing Metric! with some amazing people (Josh and Elise). siiiiigh. I dont want to miss out on those things because I'm pregnant. ya know? Also, last night I had a dream I was pregnant. (because i watch a baby story on TLC, and There&Back (ashley parker angel)). and my belly was sooo tight, and I could feel it contracting (mostly because of cramps though. vom on those) BUT my belly was small, and I was super worried about the baby, and Josh couldnt get to me, but I waited and waited and waited. in my dream it was a day and a half that I was in labor. And I waited until Josh got there, and when he did get there he gave me pretty jewlery. Kelly tried to take the jewlery from me. because she was there too. I think I woke up because I had to pee. shrug.

I'm going to read and take a nap.

ilovejosh. MEH.

3 weeks until the big two zero. BAM!