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My subject means nothing... it just is what Ashlee Simpson's new song..
And so.. I'm still here. Everything with Josh is perfect. We're like.. greater than great. School is busy, and I only have 12 credits. I'm going home tomorrow, and taking my car back here- hopefully no one steals it, or idk- punches it in the face or something..
I saw that stupid fucking Emily Rose movie. I havent been sleeping well since. I know I know, i'm old, why does this get to me? I dont know, but I have realized I have a severe- SEVERE- fear of the devil. I suppose that is a justified fear, but being scared of a movie is not justified. Im a big gay. But every time I closed my eyes I would see the most horrible things- My dogs dead on my kitchen floor, with their bellies all bloated or my parents with their eyes bleeding and mouths like falling off- like in the movie. yeah, cause the devil watched that movie and decided those were the best possible ways to take someone's body over... Its just my imagination, but it fucking creeps me out. I feel like such a baby, but I have been genuinly terrified the past like 3 nights when it comes time for me to go to sleep.
A new season of the Real World is starting on the 20th. I still want to be on that show. Just because I really dont ever want to be in school. BUT where would it be...? good chances way too far away from my family/friends and my Joshie.
BIRTHDAY COUNTDOWN: 1 MONTH 3 WEEKS. WHAT WHAT!?!?!
And so.. I'm still here. Everything with Josh is perfect. We're like.. greater than great. School is busy, and I only have 12 credits. I'm going home tomorrow, and taking my car back here- hopefully no one steals it, or idk- punches it in the face or something..
I saw that stupid fucking Emily Rose movie. I havent been sleeping well since. I know I know, i'm old, why does this get to me? I dont know, but I have realized I have a severe- SEVERE- fear of the devil. I suppose that is a justified fear, but being scared of a movie is not justified. Im a big gay. But every time I closed my eyes I would see the most horrible things- My dogs dead on my kitchen floor, with their bellies all bloated or my parents with their eyes bleeding and mouths like falling off- like in the movie. yeah, cause the devil watched that movie and decided those were the best possible ways to take someone's body over... Its just my imagination, but it fucking creeps me out. I feel like such a baby, but I have been genuinly terrified the past like 3 nights when it comes time for me to go to sleep.
A new season of the Real World is starting on the 20th. I still want to be on that show. Just because I really dont ever want to be in school. BUT where would it be...? good chances way too far away from my family/friends and my Joshie.
BIRTHDAY COUNTDOWN: 1 MONTH 3 WEEKS. WHAT WHAT!?!?!