I have some answers for you.
my apathy doesnt mean I dont care. I just dont understand how to feel. When under stress or distress, i laugh. I can literally feel myself smiling and Im not sure why. Its not happiness I feel, just laughter. Very innapropriate laughter. Its quite mocking to observe, and Im sure maddening to the person thats trying to be taken seriously. Trust me, its serious. but only logical, intellectually, factually. I dont really feel anything. If Im not looking at you, it doesnt mean Im not listening. I just cant look at you.
What I DO know, is that I can feel 2 things for sure, anger, and love. Not so much with the love in a literal sense, and every fleeting moment of happiness and feeling I appreciate, and reach out to share it with others. But most of the time its ill-met.
think I might pay mr. harmon a phone call.
What I DO know, is that I can feel 2 things for sure, anger, and love. Not so much with the love in a literal sense, and every fleeting moment of happiness and feeling I appreciate, and reach out to share it with others. But most of the time its ill-met.
think I might pay mr. harmon a phone call.