Jun 26, 2003 23:00
Sorry, but i had to get this out...
today i got in one of the arguments. the kind where you are screaming and crying and your mom is crying and your sister covers her ears. And afterward you feel dizy and you have a huge pain in your stomache and your trembeling and your skin is like a purpleish color, and you cough uncontrollably and, you lose your voice, and dont eat for a long period of time and, you cant breathe, and were you can't move and pass out/fall asleep. is it normal to cry and not have tears come out? is it normal if when they do come out they are burning hot? (..these arguments happen quite freqeuntly, almost daily.)
my parents changed the setting on my internet again, i can only be on for 1 hour every day.
You know what amuses me? They say they do this to me so i can grow up and be a "healthy" adult. They say I'm not sociable enough, but the only people they want me to be sociable with is them. They say I'm not normal and that i have mental problems (they have said this more than once). Another thing that I find funny, is that the last thing I said/screamed at my mom today was "You can't make me normal". I shouldn't find this funny. But i do b/c im a freak.