finally some time to write..

[sweetredwill]

it's so late.

and all of this..

Buffy pulled into some other place, I got her back.. somehow.. and I don't really know how it happened. Oz, he's pretty furious with me. Taking his power the way I did, how dare I use him like that, how dare I hurt him.

I'm just going to let him breathe for now. Maybe he'll get over it soon.. Hopefully very soon.

I hate sleeping alone. I miss him. But then, you know, when you're away from someone, you have no choice but to let everything air and sleep alone...

I called Buffy when I got to the hotel.

Spike and Wood had it out, Giles ran interference. Buffy's livid that Giles doesn't believe in her. It's odd to me.. how so many of us doubt her but everyone has absolute faith in Willow, and I have so little control. Do what you do, they say, but they question every move Buffy makes. Is everyone setting themselves up for defeat or what? Am I the only one here who doesn't doubt her?

I hate being all gloom and doomy.

I'm in LA for a little bit. I haven't seen Fred yet. I wonder where she is...