Dec 22, 2005 20:12
i have recently been having trouble pushing anger ad sadness away and letting the good things come in, i often suceed but only for a short time will i feel better again. i have been trying to find the root of this problem for some time, and i am having no luck. i am almost sure that i have some type of chemical imbalance, and im hoping it is something a professional can detect for me so i can deal with this. if it is that kind of problem, i am hoping i will not need meds for it, as i do not believe in medication for minor problems. the only reason i would is because this thing seems to be getting worse. i never really get angry about stupid things or for no reason, but holding grudges and my level of anger for something is the problem.
My currrent anger problem: how inconsiderate those closest to you can be. and the feeling of having to share somebody in a way you shouldn't have to.