Thats all I have to say about today
no_edens_eve (11:53:01 AM): anyway baby listen i need to talk to you okay?
sunshinebaby739 (11:53:13 AM): ok
sunshinebaby739 (11:53:16 AM): talk baby
no_edens_eve (11:53:47 AM): and i know that the sound of that word sucks when you are always so excited to talk to me, so i apologize in advance
no_edens_eve (11:54:07 AM): it´s just that i am starting to get very overwhelmed by your.. affection towards me..
sunshinebaby739 (11:54:49 AM): ....
no_edens_eve (11:55:03 AM): do you realize that we were never really like this when we were together? and i´m scared that we are inventing all of this because we didn´t have it before, and we don´t have each other [in the physically tangeble sence] now
no_edens_eve (11:55:42 AM): god we haven´t even seen eachother in how fucking long? and i miss you something awful
no_edens_eve (11:56:52 AM): but like.. it makes me feel bad when i can´t say ´i love you´ onine like you do in everything you do
no_edens_eve (11:57:50 AM): because i never said it in real life.. when i was with you.. and i need to be with you.. and look into your eyes and actually SAY it.. and know it and feel it with all my heart.. until then it´s just words on a screen with meaning ambiguous
sunshinebaby739 (11:58:14 AM): ok
sunshinebaby739 (11:58:47 AM): Um I donno really what to say
no_edens_eve (11:58:56 AM): i know
sunshinebaby739 (11:59:25 AM): I mean I had a lot of feelings for you when you were here before you left for Spain, and I just didn't protary them to you because you were leavin and well I guess I was scared to then
no_edens_eve (11:59:54 AM): i just.. i start freaking out when someone makes me their one-and-only.. and especialy that i am not there to even live up to that
sunshinebaby739 (12:00:30 PM): baby you don't have anything that you have to "live up to" you are here in my heart, for now that is just the same as you being her
sunshinebaby739 (12:00:31 PM): e
no_edens_eve (12:01:07 PM): and you should have told me or something when we still had time to do something about it.. though i mean we do have time.. maybe i don´t know what i mean
sunshinebaby739 (12:01:34 PM): That's just the way that I have been lookin at it right now since you're so far away from me
no_edens_eve (12:02:06 PM): i just feel bad that sometimes you pour so much out to me.. and i´m like uhhuh thats nice gotta run
sunshinebaby739 (12:02:48 PM): its ok baby
sunshinebaby739 (12:02:50 PM): really
no_edens_eve (12:02:52 PM): my time here is filled with so much stuff that if i stopped and thought about everything between us i wouldn´t get out of bed in the morning.. incidentally i missed m class this morning
sunshinebaby739 (12:03:09 PM): aww sweety..
no_edens_eve (12:03:18 PM): and i feel bad that i DON¨T think about us so much
sunshinebaby739 (12:03:40 PM): I know you have a lot goin on there and that you can't take that much time out for us...I know this..I just try to not overwhelm you..and well I guess I haven't been doin a good job
sunshinebaby739 (12:03:47 PM): No feelin bad baby
no_edens_eve (12:04:29 PM): i´ve kinda put thinking and feeling on hold indefinately until i am in a position to deal with it.. where as you are totally in touch with what you are thinking and feeling
sunshinebaby739 (12:05:09 PM): I mean yeah maybe I should of told you about how I felt while you were here, but I thought maybe it was too soon..and that maybe I was gonna make a ass out of myself
no_edens_eve (12:05:27 PM): when you are sitting down writing "i love you i love you i love you" i´m thinking "shit i forgot how to conjugate haber"
sunshinebaby739 (12:05:58 PM): lol
sunshinebaby739 (12:06:23 PM): well baby I can do whatever it is that you want me to do
sunshinebaby739 (12:06:36 PM): I mean if you want me to just not be that open and just back off from things I will do that..
sunshinebaby739 (12:06:42 PM): I mean I donno what to say or do....
no_edens_eve (12:07:42 PM): i think i just wanted to explain to you that my lack of response sometimes is that .. well 1. time but 2. that it´s not that i don´t love you.. it´s that i just .. i don´t know.. i´m just not a very emotionally responsive person right now..
no_edens_eve (12:09:13 PM): and i´m not asking you to change or anything.. that´s not it at all.. if that´s how you feel, that´s how you feel.. write whatever you feel, send whatever you feel tell me how you feel its wonderful.. just.. sometimes i feel unfair to you because i don´t give very much back.. and i don´t know how you feel about that aspect..
sunshinebaby739 (12:10:51 PM): ok
sunshinebaby739 (12:11:19 PM): I will keep that one in mind baby..I know about your time and being over there in school..but I donno what else to day..
sunshinebaby739 (12:11:21 PM): *say(
sunshinebaby739 (12:11:24 PM): *SAY*
sunshinebaby739 (12:12:21 PM): I mean yes i am a bit I donno...(sits here blank, more of a shock or maybe I donno want say hurt?)....but I know I should be that way.
sunshinebaby739 (12:12:32 PM): *shouldn't*
no_edens_eve (12:13:02 PM): mrowr
sunshinebaby739 (12:13:03 PM): but I know that it wasn't ment to be taken that way at all..soo PLEASE PLEASE dont' feel bad
no_edens_eve (12:13:07 PM): i don´t want to hurt you
sunshinebaby739 (12:14:04 PM): well then we will just do this then...I won't put all my feelings and love in to things and over whelm you with everything..and then when you get home then you can look me in the eyes..and see me cry
no_edens_eve (12:14:40 PM): it just seemed like we were progressing on way different planes.. and being separated by distances larger than physically.. and i just wanted to bring you to where i was.. to make sure you understood before it was too late and i really hurt you
sunshinebaby739 (12:15:33 PM): um ok
no_edens_eve (12:16:12 PM): nevermind. i need to stop talking before i make this a bigger deal than it is.
sunshinebaby739 (12:16:54 PM): what??
sunshinebaby739 (12:17:00 PM): bigger deal than what??
sunshinebaby739 (12:18:15 PM): I mean honestly to me it's a big deal. but i am happy that you told me all this
sunshinebaby739 (12:18:45 PM):
no_edens_eve (12:19:27 PM): nothing! than me just being frustrated at life in general. pmsing, a little alone, annoyed at the people i live with, and my coordinator.. and just i can´t wait to get home and it´s for purely selfish reasons that have nothing to do with love.. i´m just a cranky child that wants to go home and has no capacity for being nice right now
sunshinebaby739 (12:19:32 PM): I mean my feelings aren't goin to change with the way that i love my gf and how much i miss her and want to be with her..that much I do know
no_edens_eve (12:19:56 PM): mrowr
sunshinebaby739 (12:20:13 PM): pppprrrrrrrrrrrrrr
sunshinebaby739 (12:20:38 PM): *come crawlin on the floor and tugs at your shirt lookin up at your eyes cryin* well I want you home
sunshinebaby739 (12:20:49 PM):
no_edens_eve (12:21:05 PM): that is the saddest image ever
no_edens_eve (12:21:19 PM): i think i´m going to go cry now
sunshinebaby739 (12:21:48 PM): baby don't cry
sunshinebaby739 (12:21:57 PM): no cries while you are there honey
no_edens_eve (12:23:09 PM): huh?
sunshinebaby739 (12:23:19 PM): just sayin no cryin while you are there damnit@
no_edens_eve (12:23:20 PM): oh i get it.. my lord i´m blonde too
sunshinebaby739 (12:23:25 PM): because I said so! l
sunshinebaby739 (12:23:27 PM): lol
sunshinebaby739 (12:23:29 PM): its ok
no_edens_eve (12:23:39 PM): oy. i´m just so tired. so so tired.
sunshinebaby739 (12:24:38 PM): I mean you being far away from me doesn't make me imagen the feelings for you, when I have been in love it hits me like a mack truck..so its nothing that I can mistake anything for..it just means that when Ido see you I will cry for a little bit longer is alll
no_edens_eve (12:24:59 PM): and it´s drained the emotion from me so much that i just kindof wander around.. my mom accidentally made my cry when i was home because she said that i just kinda blow through life without really caring or trying at anything.. but she was right..
sunshinebaby739 (12:25:38 PM): The reason why I am able to also write the way I do baby, is because youforget I keep a journal..I write constantly..so its something that is very easy for me to do is pour my feelings out..but that journal is only for you . thats why I started it
sunshinebaby739 (12:26:03 PM): I can't honestly believe your mom said that because you do do a lot of thngs that are imporatnt..I mean LOOK where and what you are doin now?
sunshinebaby739 (12:26:22 PM): how can that be blowin through life??? You are a artist...something that the world needs..
no_edens_eve (12:26:51 PM): see every time i´ve been in love it´s really just been in m head and it dissappears quicker than it came.. and i hate that feeling of having nothing, finding love or whatever i think it is, then feeling like i have even less than nothing when it´s gone.. i am incapable of sustaning love, and in reality, i´m not sure i would know it if i felt it..
no_edens_eve (12:28:19 PM): and i DO just blow through life.. i am always always without fail i am late.. application deadlines, classes, meetings, dates, whatever.. i do the absolute bare minimum necessary.. and yes i guess you´re right i do do things, but only half-assed..
sunshinebaby739 (12:28:59 PM): sweetnes
no_edens_eve (12:29:07 PM): there´s not much i care about to put in the entire effort i could give.. except maybe my artwork.. even that lately has been kindof poor quality
sunshinebaby739 (12:29:43 PM): stop being so hard on yourself..the things that you do care about or whatnot you don't do half ass..and maybe when the time comes you won't be late.. please don't be soo hard on yourself
no_edens_eve (12:29:50 PM): and no i´m not being hard on myself i´m being honest..
sunshinebaby739 (12:30:01 PM): well I donno ..i just don't see you that way
sunshinebaby739 (12:30:13 PM): but i guess my way of seein things and seein you is diffrent
no_edens_eve (12:30:53 PM): although i was thinking about writing a story.. i know this is really random.. but when my mom said that to me.. i thought to myself, as if i were someone else responding to her "you haven´t seen her dance"
sunshinebaby739 (12:31:15 PM): lol
sunshinebaby739 (12:31:21 PM): and you do dance very sexy baby!
no_edens_eve (12:31:35 PM): that wasn´t exactly the point but thank you baby
sunshinebaby739 (12:31:46 PM): lol i know baby
sunshinebaby739 (12:31:49 PM): was tryin to make you smile
no_edens_eve (12:31:55 PM): i meant that it was one of those rare things i actually threw my soul into
sunshinebaby739 (12:32:22 PM): i know
sunshinebaby739 (12:33:03 PM): I'm the same way though..I do things halfass..but there are certin things that I do put my heart in to..and when Ido people see it..and I glow..and the end result is mind blowin
sunshinebaby739 (12:33:52 PM): Its something I have been noticin about myself lately...that there are a few things that are in my life that I do care that much about...and everyone knows it and can tell..
sunshinebaby739 (12:34:34 PM): but baby i think your art is outstanding..I think that the reason you are the way you are is that you don't like to rush..and you want things to be on your time..and well sometimes that can't happen, but Iknow that you do mean the best when you do things..
no_edens_eve (12:35:58 PM):
sunshinebaby739 (12:36:19 PM):
sunshinebaby739 (12:37:20 PM): you see I see the things that others and your mom don't
sunshinebaby739 (12:37:26 PM): but YOU already know this
no_edens_eve (12:37:51 PM): mrowr
sunshinebaby739 (12:37:56 PM): prrrrrrrr
no_edens_eve (12:38:34 PM): just as long as what you is unbiased
sunshinebaby739 (12:38:52 PM): why would i be biased baby?
sunshinebaby739 (12:39:26 PM): i can sit here and think and list off a million wonderful things about you..it can go on for days
sunshinebaby739 (12:39:33 PM): *at the least*
no_edens_eve (12:40:17 PM): yes but could you think of the bad things as well?
sunshinebaby739 (12:40:38 PM): well yes i can
sunshinebaby739 (12:41:07 PM): I mean baby you aren't flawless..
sunshinebaby739 (12:41:34 PM): but I know that their are more happier and positive reasons for your actions and things that you do than just negitive things
sunshinebaby739 (12:41:44 PM): thats why I can manage to see what others really don't about you
sunshinebaby739 (12:42:35 PM): I have noticed that about you since day one...but then again you have blown me off my feet since day one
sunshinebaby739 (12:42:42 PM): *opps sorry more compliments*
no_edens_eve (12:43:48 PM): lol
sunshinebaby739 (12:46:24 PM): brb ok baby??
no_edens_eve (12:53:35 PM): sorry was talking to jen.. one of the only girls i actually like in my program
no_edens_eve (12:53:37 PM): lol
sunshinebaby739 (12:55:12 PM): its ok
sunshinebaby739 (12:58:01 PM): I just went and jumped in the shower really quickly and was gettin dressed now that I'm not gonna go back to bed
no_edens_eve (12:58:57 PM): ah
sunshinebaby739 (12:59:51 PM):
sunshinebaby739 (1:00:04 PM): brb gonna get more coffee
no_edens_eve (1:00:09 PM): gdo i still dont get this story!
no_edens_eve (1:00:24 PM): ive read it twice now.. in spanish, and very very bad english
sunshinebaby739 (1:01:46 PM): hm..well i can't help ya with that one you know that
no_edens_eve (1:02:28 PM): uhhuh
no_edens_eve (1:02:44 PM): aight babe i am starving i havent eaten yet and its an hour to my house
sunshinebaby739 (1:02:53 PM): ok sweety
sunshinebaby739 (1:03:43 PM): well be safe goin there..i shall talk to you later on...Did you want me to meet you here tomorrow morning? if not justlet me know
no_edens_eve (1:04:42 PM): umm tomorrow i really have to start doing my research.. i have 3 papers
sunshinebaby739 (1:04:57 PM): ok
sunshinebaby739 (1:05:03 PM): then I Will talk to you when I talk to you baby
sunshinebaby739 (1:05:13 PM): have a great rest of the evening
sunshinebaby739 (1:10:23 PM): good luck on the spanish stuff
sunshinebaby739 (1:10:29 PM): i love you and miss you emensly
no_edens_eve (1:13:04 PM): yay i found a translation!!!! :oes a happy dance:: i love you too baby
no_edens_eve (1:13:11 PM): and i cant wait until i get to see you
no_edens_eve (1:13:22 PM): but do me a favor
no_edens_eve (1:13:42 PM): wait until 9am at LEAST to talk to me online okay?
sunshinebaby739 (1:13:43 PM): whats that?
no_edens_eve (1:13:48 PM):
sunshinebaby739 (1:13:58 PM): I'm happy you got a translation too!
sunshinebaby739 (1:14:03 PM): 9am my time?
sunshinebaby739 (1:14:19 PM): are you feelin bad? its ok baby, it doesn't bother me to get up..but undrstood
no_edens_eve (1:16:34 PM): thanks
sunshinebaby739 (1:17:04 PM): k
sunshinebaby739 (1:17:14 PM): go eat I will talk to you later on
sunshinebaby739 (1:17:38 PM): I love you and miss you...
no_edens_eve (1:17:58 PM): ditto
sunshinebaby739 (11:53:13 AM): ok
sunshinebaby739 (11:53:16 AM): talk baby
no_edens_eve (11:53:47 AM): and i know that the sound of that word sucks when you are always so excited to talk to me, so i apologize in advance
no_edens_eve (11:54:07 AM): it´s just that i am starting to get very overwhelmed by your.. affection towards me..
sunshinebaby739 (11:54:49 AM): ....
no_edens_eve (11:55:03 AM): do you realize that we were never really like this when we were together? and i´m scared that we are inventing all of this because we didn´t have it before, and we don´t have each other [in the physically tangeble sence] now
no_edens_eve (11:55:42 AM): god we haven´t even seen eachother in how fucking long? and i miss you something awful
no_edens_eve (11:56:52 AM): but like.. it makes me feel bad when i can´t say ´i love you´ onine like you do in everything you do
no_edens_eve (11:57:50 AM): because i never said it in real life.. when i was with you.. and i need to be with you.. and look into your eyes and actually SAY it.. and know it and feel it with all my heart.. until then it´s just words on a screen with meaning ambiguous
sunshinebaby739 (11:58:14 AM): ok
sunshinebaby739 (11:58:47 AM): Um I donno really what to say
no_edens_eve (11:58:56 AM): i know
sunshinebaby739 (11:59:25 AM): I mean I had a lot of feelings for you when you were here before you left for Spain, and I just didn't protary them to you because you were leavin and well I guess I was scared to then
no_edens_eve (11:59:54 AM): i just.. i start freaking out when someone makes me their one-and-only.. and especialy that i am not there to even live up to that
sunshinebaby739 (12:00:30 PM): baby you don't have anything that you have to "live up to" you are here in my heart, for now that is just the same as you being her
sunshinebaby739 (12:00:31 PM): e
no_edens_eve (12:01:07 PM): and you should have told me or something when we still had time to do something about it.. though i mean we do have time.. maybe i don´t know what i mean
sunshinebaby739 (12:01:34 PM): That's just the way that I have been lookin at it right now since you're so far away from me
no_edens_eve (12:02:06 PM): i just feel bad that sometimes you pour so much out to me.. and i´m like uhhuh thats nice gotta run
sunshinebaby739 (12:02:48 PM): its ok baby
sunshinebaby739 (12:02:50 PM): really
no_edens_eve (12:02:52 PM): my time here is filled with so much stuff that if i stopped and thought about everything between us i wouldn´t get out of bed in the morning.. incidentally i missed m class this morning
sunshinebaby739 (12:03:09 PM): aww sweety..
no_edens_eve (12:03:18 PM): and i feel bad that i DON¨T think about us so much
sunshinebaby739 (12:03:40 PM): I know you have a lot goin on there and that you can't take that much time out for us...I know this..I just try to not overwhelm you..and well I guess I haven't been doin a good job
sunshinebaby739 (12:03:47 PM): No feelin bad baby
no_edens_eve (12:04:29 PM): i´ve kinda put thinking and feeling on hold indefinately until i am in a position to deal with it.. where as you are totally in touch with what you are thinking and feeling
sunshinebaby739 (12:05:09 PM): I mean yeah maybe I should of told you about how I felt while you were here, but I thought maybe it was too soon..and that maybe I was gonna make a ass out of myself
no_edens_eve (12:05:27 PM): when you are sitting down writing "i love you i love you i love you" i´m thinking "shit i forgot how to conjugate haber"
sunshinebaby739 (12:05:58 PM): lol
sunshinebaby739 (12:06:23 PM): well baby I can do whatever it is that you want me to do
sunshinebaby739 (12:06:36 PM): I mean if you want me to just not be that open and just back off from things I will do that..
sunshinebaby739 (12:06:42 PM): I mean I donno what to say or do....
no_edens_eve (12:07:42 PM): i think i just wanted to explain to you that my lack of response sometimes is that .. well 1. time but 2. that it´s not that i don´t love you.. it´s that i just .. i don´t know.. i´m just not a very emotionally responsive person right now..
no_edens_eve (12:09:13 PM): and i´m not asking you to change or anything.. that´s not it at all.. if that´s how you feel, that´s how you feel.. write whatever you feel, send whatever you feel tell me how you feel its wonderful.. just.. sometimes i feel unfair to you because i don´t give very much back.. and i don´t know how you feel about that aspect..
sunshinebaby739 (12:10:51 PM): ok
sunshinebaby739 (12:11:19 PM): I will keep that one in mind baby..I know about your time and being over there in school..but I donno what else to day..
sunshinebaby739 (12:11:21 PM): *say(
sunshinebaby739 (12:11:24 PM): *SAY*
sunshinebaby739 (12:12:21 PM): I mean yes i am a bit I donno...(sits here blank, more of a shock or maybe I donno want say hurt?)....but I know I should be that way.
sunshinebaby739 (12:12:32 PM): *shouldn't*
no_edens_eve (12:13:02 PM): mrowr
sunshinebaby739 (12:13:03 PM): but I know that it wasn't ment to be taken that way at all..soo PLEASE PLEASE dont' feel bad
no_edens_eve (12:13:07 PM): i don´t want to hurt you
sunshinebaby739 (12:14:04 PM): well then we will just do this then...I won't put all my feelings and love in to things and over whelm you with everything..and then when you get home then you can look me in the eyes..and see me cry
no_edens_eve (12:14:40 PM): it just seemed like we were progressing on way different planes.. and being separated by distances larger than physically.. and i just wanted to bring you to where i was.. to make sure you understood before it was too late and i really hurt you
sunshinebaby739 (12:15:33 PM): um ok
no_edens_eve (12:16:12 PM): nevermind. i need to stop talking before i make this a bigger deal than it is.
sunshinebaby739 (12:16:54 PM): what??
sunshinebaby739 (12:17:00 PM): bigger deal than what??
sunshinebaby739 (12:18:15 PM): I mean honestly to me it's a big deal. but i am happy that you told me all this
sunshinebaby739 (12:18:45 PM):
no_edens_eve (12:19:27 PM): nothing! than me just being frustrated at life in general. pmsing, a little alone, annoyed at the people i live with, and my coordinator.. and just i can´t wait to get home and it´s for purely selfish reasons that have nothing to do with love.. i´m just a cranky child that wants to go home and has no capacity for being nice right now
sunshinebaby739 (12:19:32 PM): I mean my feelings aren't goin to change with the way that i love my gf and how much i miss her and want to be with her..that much I do know
no_edens_eve (12:19:56 PM): mrowr
sunshinebaby739 (12:20:13 PM): pppprrrrrrrrrrrrrr
sunshinebaby739 (12:20:38 PM): *come crawlin on the floor and tugs at your shirt lookin up at your eyes cryin* well I want you home
sunshinebaby739 (12:20:49 PM):
no_edens_eve (12:21:05 PM): that is the saddest image ever
no_edens_eve (12:21:19 PM): i think i´m going to go cry now
sunshinebaby739 (12:21:48 PM): baby don't cry
sunshinebaby739 (12:21:57 PM): no cries while you are there honey
no_edens_eve (12:23:09 PM): huh?
sunshinebaby739 (12:23:19 PM): just sayin no cryin while you are there damnit@
no_edens_eve (12:23:20 PM): oh i get it.. my lord i´m blonde too
sunshinebaby739 (12:23:25 PM): because I said so! l
sunshinebaby739 (12:23:27 PM): lol
sunshinebaby739 (12:23:29 PM): its ok
no_edens_eve (12:23:39 PM): oy. i´m just so tired. so so tired.
sunshinebaby739 (12:24:38 PM): I mean you being far away from me doesn't make me imagen the feelings for you, when I have been in love it hits me like a mack truck..so its nothing that I can mistake anything for..it just means that when Ido see you I will cry for a little bit longer is alll
no_edens_eve (12:24:59 PM): and it´s drained the emotion from me so much that i just kindof wander around.. my mom accidentally made my cry when i was home because she said that i just kinda blow through life without really caring or trying at anything.. but she was right..
sunshinebaby739 (12:25:38 PM): The reason why I am able to also write the way I do baby, is because youforget I keep a journal..I write constantly..so its something that is very easy for me to do is pour my feelings out..but that journal is only for you . thats why I started it
sunshinebaby739 (12:26:03 PM): I can't honestly believe your mom said that because you do do a lot of thngs that are imporatnt..I mean LOOK where and what you are doin now?
sunshinebaby739 (12:26:22 PM): how can that be blowin through life??? You are a artist...something that the world needs..
no_edens_eve (12:26:51 PM): see every time i´ve been in love it´s really just been in m head and it dissappears quicker than it came.. and i hate that feeling of having nothing, finding love or whatever i think it is, then feeling like i have even less than nothing when it´s gone.. i am incapable of sustaning love, and in reality, i´m not sure i would know it if i felt it..
no_edens_eve (12:28:19 PM): and i DO just blow through life.. i am always always without fail i am late.. application deadlines, classes, meetings, dates, whatever.. i do the absolute bare minimum necessary.. and yes i guess you´re right i do do things, but only half-assed..
sunshinebaby739 (12:28:59 PM): sweetnes
no_edens_eve (12:29:07 PM): there´s not much i care about to put in the entire effort i could give.. except maybe my artwork.. even that lately has been kindof poor quality
sunshinebaby739 (12:29:43 PM): stop being so hard on yourself..the things that you do care about or whatnot you don't do half ass..and maybe when the time comes you won't be late.. please don't be soo hard on yourself
no_edens_eve (12:29:50 PM): and no i´m not being hard on myself i´m being honest..
sunshinebaby739 (12:30:01 PM): well I donno ..i just don't see you that way
sunshinebaby739 (12:30:13 PM): but i guess my way of seein things and seein you is diffrent
no_edens_eve (12:30:53 PM): although i was thinking about writing a story.. i know this is really random.. but when my mom said that to me.. i thought to myself, as if i were someone else responding to her "you haven´t seen her dance"
sunshinebaby739 (12:31:15 PM): lol
sunshinebaby739 (12:31:21 PM): and you do dance very sexy baby!
no_edens_eve (12:31:35 PM): that wasn´t exactly the point but thank you baby
sunshinebaby739 (12:31:46 PM): lol i know baby
sunshinebaby739 (12:31:49 PM): was tryin to make you smile
no_edens_eve (12:31:55 PM): i meant that it was one of those rare things i actually threw my soul into
sunshinebaby739 (12:32:22 PM): i know
sunshinebaby739 (12:33:03 PM): I'm the same way though..I do things halfass..but there are certin things that I do put my heart in to..and when Ido people see it..and I glow..and the end result is mind blowin
sunshinebaby739 (12:33:52 PM): Its something I have been noticin about myself lately...that there are a few things that are in my life that I do care that much about...and everyone knows it and can tell..
sunshinebaby739 (12:34:34 PM): but baby i think your art is outstanding..I think that the reason you are the way you are is that you don't like to rush..and you want things to be on your time..and well sometimes that can't happen, but Iknow that you do mean the best when you do things..
no_edens_eve (12:35:58 PM):
sunshinebaby739 (12:36:19 PM):
sunshinebaby739 (12:37:20 PM): you see I see the things that others and your mom don't
sunshinebaby739 (12:37:26 PM): but YOU already know this
no_edens_eve (12:37:51 PM): mrowr
sunshinebaby739 (12:37:56 PM): prrrrrrrr
no_edens_eve (12:38:34 PM): just as long as what you is unbiased
sunshinebaby739 (12:38:52 PM): why would i be biased baby?
sunshinebaby739 (12:39:26 PM): i can sit here and think and list off a million wonderful things about you..it can go on for days
sunshinebaby739 (12:39:33 PM): *at the least*
no_edens_eve (12:40:17 PM): yes but could you think of the bad things as well?
sunshinebaby739 (12:40:38 PM): well yes i can
sunshinebaby739 (12:41:07 PM): I mean baby you aren't flawless..
sunshinebaby739 (12:41:34 PM): but I know that their are more happier and positive reasons for your actions and things that you do than just negitive things
sunshinebaby739 (12:41:44 PM): thats why I can manage to see what others really don't about you
sunshinebaby739 (12:42:35 PM): I have noticed that about you since day one...but then again you have blown me off my feet since day one
sunshinebaby739 (12:42:42 PM): *opps sorry more compliments*
no_edens_eve (12:43:48 PM): lol
sunshinebaby739 (12:46:24 PM): brb ok baby??
no_edens_eve (12:53:35 PM): sorry was talking to jen.. one of the only girls i actually like in my program
no_edens_eve (12:53:37 PM): lol
sunshinebaby739 (12:55:12 PM): its ok
sunshinebaby739 (12:58:01 PM): I just went and jumped in the shower really quickly and was gettin dressed now that I'm not gonna go back to bed
no_edens_eve (12:58:57 PM): ah
sunshinebaby739 (12:59:51 PM):
sunshinebaby739 (1:00:04 PM): brb gonna get more coffee
no_edens_eve (1:00:09 PM): gdo i still dont get this story!
no_edens_eve (1:00:24 PM): ive read it twice now.. in spanish, and very very bad english
sunshinebaby739 (1:01:46 PM): hm..well i can't help ya with that one you know that
no_edens_eve (1:02:28 PM): uhhuh
no_edens_eve (1:02:44 PM): aight babe i am starving i havent eaten yet and its an hour to my house
sunshinebaby739 (1:02:53 PM): ok sweety
sunshinebaby739 (1:03:43 PM): well be safe goin there..i shall talk to you later on...Did you want me to meet you here tomorrow morning? if not justlet me know
no_edens_eve (1:04:42 PM): umm tomorrow i really have to start doing my research.. i have 3 papers
sunshinebaby739 (1:04:57 PM): ok
sunshinebaby739 (1:05:03 PM): then I Will talk to you when I talk to you baby
sunshinebaby739 (1:05:13 PM): have a great rest of the evening
sunshinebaby739 (1:10:23 PM): good luck on the spanish stuff
sunshinebaby739 (1:10:29 PM): i love you and miss you emensly
no_edens_eve (1:13:04 PM): yay i found a translation!!!! :oes a happy dance:: i love you too baby
no_edens_eve (1:13:11 PM): and i cant wait until i get to see you
no_edens_eve (1:13:22 PM): but do me a favor
no_edens_eve (1:13:42 PM): wait until 9am at LEAST to talk to me online okay?
sunshinebaby739 (1:13:43 PM): whats that?
no_edens_eve (1:13:48 PM):
sunshinebaby739 (1:13:58 PM): I'm happy you got a translation too!
sunshinebaby739 (1:14:03 PM): 9am my time?
sunshinebaby739 (1:14:19 PM): are you feelin bad? its ok baby, it doesn't bother me to get up..but undrstood
no_edens_eve (1:16:34 PM): thanks
sunshinebaby739 (1:17:04 PM): k
sunshinebaby739 (1:17:14 PM): go eat I will talk to you later on
sunshinebaby739 (1:17:38 PM): I love you and miss you...
no_edens_eve (1:17:58 PM): ditto