Ok....so everyone wants to know how my birthday went..HERE!
So everyone wants to know how my bday went??? Well here is the answer to your questions people......IT FUCKIN SUCKED ASS!!!!!! I almost cried a few times because of the rude and cruel people in my life that were mean to me. Lets see, I didn't get to talk to my Guinny, and my mom got in about 3fights with me from the time I left with them to go to DC until I stopped seein her after lunch and wondered in dc. Then my friend Ella wanted to take me out to Chaos and well I got a ride over there, my old roommate gave me a ride and got me some beer for my bday, and that was great! Because I was sooo sober all day it sucked! And when we went to the club we walk in, and Ella goes to pay her way in, and walks away! And I was just standin there shocked goin um....hello?? And she was like what? And I paid for myself to get in, and of course got my drink ticket...well what I thought was my drink ticket but wasn't. And then basically also had to pay for my drinks all night long!!! Then I saw my friend Cassie and said hello and asked her if that was her woman right there? She says, no she's in school, and by the way I found out what you said about my woman and how you lied to me! I was like um...huh? I didn't lie to you...and she was like whatever! Do you even know what you said to me? I said yeah, she goes you were really drunk, and then said Iwill be back..I was like whatever..fuck that shit!
Then throughout the night, I had to keep checkin for my Ella to make sure she didn't leave me there.....not that she would but it has happend before and I wasn't about to let that one happen again this time.
Thoughout the day I had my mom's cell which was the only thing nice she did for me.....and I kept checkin my machine at home to see who called me to wish me a happy birthday, NO ONE called me. I asked my sister at lunch if she got any cards for me for my bday sent to her place and she said no. During lunch it was like they told me I couldn't get a lot of things, and then about 10mins in to the lunch were like well we gotta go..bye. So I was left to eat the rest of my lunch alone. And I asked my mom in the morning if I could borrow some money because I had to wait from 830am till 1pm to meet them and had no money to go get coffee and sit somewhere, she faught with me infront of the girl at her work and then hands me 3.00 for hrs till I met her! I mean why had my birthday had to be soo damn horrible! Then she goes on to say I treat her like shit, and that I shouldn't since she had to go through so much to give birth to me..I was like I was born at home and wasn't painful, and was early! How could that of been so much? Except I was 1lb and almost died..but why would you want to say or do something like that on someones birthday?? i just don't understand it. Maybe its because I am not like that, and I make a big deal about everyones birthday, and make sure that they do whatever they want, shower them with gifts...I just am that way. I don't understand it, I remember one yr my folks actually forgot my birthday, and how much it hurt me. I honestly wish that they would of done that one this year than be the way they were. A few friends are going to take me out I think (well thats what Anna said) this weekend to make up for it though..Those are the ones that really care! theheee..I think I'm gonna try and call Guinny here in a min since I haven't talked to her yet...and I miss her soo much and Love her! By this time in two wks I will be in CALI! I just wish I could manage to say that Guinny will be in my arms.....but that will be soon enough!
Then throughout the night, I had to keep checkin for my Ella to make sure she didn't leave me there.....not that she would but it has happend before and I wasn't about to let that one happen again this time.
Thoughout the day I had my mom's cell which was the only thing nice she did for me.....and I kept checkin my machine at home to see who called me to wish me a happy birthday, NO ONE called me. I asked my sister at lunch if she got any cards for me for my bday sent to her place and she said no. During lunch it was like they told me I couldn't get a lot of things, and then about 10mins in to the lunch were like well we gotta go..bye. So I was left to eat the rest of my lunch alone. And I asked my mom in the morning if I could borrow some money because I had to wait from 830am till 1pm to meet them and had no money to go get coffee and sit somewhere, she faught with me infront of the girl at her work and then hands me 3.00 for hrs till I met her! I mean why had my birthday had to be soo damn horrible! Then she goes on to say I treat her like shit, and that I shouldn't since she had to go through so much to give birth to me..I was like I was born at home and wasn't painful, and was early! How could that of been so much? Except I was 1lb and almost died..but why would you want to say or do something like that on someones birthday?? i just don't understand it. Maybe its because I am not like that, and I make a big deal about everyones birthday, and make sure that they do whatever they want, shower them with gifts...I just am that way. I don't understand it, I remember one yr my folks actually forgot my birthday, and how much it hurt me. I honestly wish that they would of done that one this year than be the way they were. A few friends are going to take me out I think (well thats what Anna said) this weekend to make up for it though..Those are the ones that really care! theheee..I think I'm gonna try and call Guinny here in a min since I haven't talked to her yet...and I miss her soo much and Love her! By this time in two wks I will be in CALI! I just wish I could manage to say that Guinny will be in my arms.....but that will be soon enough!