you know..I feel like a fag taking the time to write out my problems but it's my only resource atm..
Have you ever felt so down that you just want to really... GIVE UP?
right now..nothing is going right for me.. I definitly feel like I shouldn't be here..at all, no one really see's how much I am hurting inside ..one person even dared to tell me I'm "being emo and am acting sad for attention", when I believe he did the exact same thing but ON ( Read more... )
Chelsie so you helped this guy and he basically turned around and screwed you. Now there is one hell of an asshole because wow ive helped or tried to help people and its happend to me its not all that easy. But, what you have to realize is that there are other people you can confide in which is always good. And honestly right now you probably wont but im serious about this, I would never think differently no matter what you said if u said "I killed Kevin cause he was so good looking" id be like....wow ur right Kevin is good looking. You can seriously tell me anything because hey if i plan on being a psychologist i might as well be ready for everything that might come my way. And stop thinking there is something wrong with you. There is NOTHING Yes NOTHING wrong with you youre going through problems in your life. Everyone has them and the vary in how bad they are. Well i could write you a 10 page essay that would just scratch the surface of my feelings and emotions and my problems. Im not trying to belittle ur problems but remember after talking to people you can usually find some one you can trust. Once u do that seriously tell ur emotions its not good to keep them in. I mean i keep mine in but im a totally different story because all of my problems no one can help with but hey if i find i can trust u i could tell you. Sure ud have an annurism and die from boredom but yea u could hear. And Really dont say that just because i have my own problems i wont listen. If you said Hey Russ you wanna talk i would say "Sure" because if ur asking its gotta be important. But i have my own problems but i dont really deal with them cause it would cause me WAAAY to much pain. SO i dont go over it with anything. BUt ive heard so many peoples problems that i can deal with yours at well. I dont ever think that i dont care about u and ur problems just because im older and all that Jazz. Because if i didnt care about ur well being i wouldnt have written this long of a message. So seriously Chels your not different from other people. Everything u have is normal u have all these problems just talk about them and itll turn out ok and if you ever need to talk im always online so just start talking and ill listen.
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your the only one that makes your self stressed so look at think positivly XD i do that exept for when its gym or something
well off to do the AP work! YAY!
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