Words are just words.....without truth
Thinking about alot of stuff lately. Knowing that nothing is perfect, but it's ok. This semester I have learned alot of good lessons. From school, work, home, everything. I realized that my attitude needed a change.
I learned alot of stuff in school the year suprisingly, even though i was only in two classes and my Sociology teacher is a vegan, cat-worshiping spawn of satan. the one good thing about that class was i've become alot more comfortable in voicing my opinion and not being afraid of offending people. I learned alot of how i felt about issues that were important to me in both my classes.
the only thing that is still bothering me is work. I mean, Starbucks is a great company to work for, the benefits are awesome and everything. It's just so hard sometimes. The store is like ALL drama sometimes. When it's good it's good, but when it's bad, I just want to rip out my hair, crawl in a corner and scream. I feel like I'm really in a hard place because i don't wan to quit, but sometimes, it gets to that point. The customers are such fucking idiots and assholes. I just get stressed out.
I'm so glad that this semester is over. it's had it's ups and downs, but for the most part, everything is good. Even though i don't know the exact direction i'm going in, at least i know that i'm moving and that i'm gonna do somewhere. things have been getting better for the most part and there are alot of things to look forward to.
I'm planning on going to New York with Frankie in February, and that should be alot of fun. I've always wanted to go New York, it just seems like such an exciting place. So much energy. For Spring Break, i'm gonna try to visit my cousin Steve in Florida. I'm so proud of him. He decided to up and move to Florida, and he's actually doing it. SO many people talk about doing stuff and end up doing nothing. He first mentioned Florida to me last month, and he just left yesterday. He;s moving to Tampa. It's gonna be cool, cause i have a reason to go to FLoriday and he even said i could bring friends and we could crash for free kinda thing. Wohoo.
And the biggest thing I'm looking forward to is moving out after Winter semester. I know it's gonna be tough financialy, and it might even be a challenge to live with people other than my family, but i know i can do it. Like they say, you can do anything you put your mind to, so that's what i'm doing.
Even if i were to move back home after a year, it doesn't matter. Everything happens for a reason, you just gotta live with no regrets!
It's weird, even though i did a little bit of bitching in this entry, i feel SOOO positive, and happy. I've just come to the realization that I'm the only person that affects me. If I don't let thing bother me, they wont.
On an even better note, tomarrow i'm going to go get a ticket for the Type-o-Negative and Cradle of Filth show friday. YAY. That will be a good show, then off to Canada we will go! I haven't got to hang out with Juliet or Kelly really in a while. It should be good fun!
I learned alot of stuff in school the year suprisingly, even though i was only in two classes and my Sociology teacher is a vegan, cat-worshiping spawn of satan. the one good thing about that class was i've become alot more comfortable in voicing my opinion and not being afraid of offending people. I learned alot of how i felt about issues that were important to me in both my classes.
the only thing that is still bothering me is work. I mean, Starbucks is a great company to work for, the benefits are awesome and everything. It's just so hard sometimes. The store is like ALL drama sometimes. When it's good it's good, but when it's bad, I just want to rip out my hair, crawl in a corner and scream. I feel like I'm really in a hard place because i don't wan to quit, but sometimes, it gets to that point. The customers are such fucking idiots and assholes. I just get stressed out.
I'm so glad that this semester is over. it's had it's ups and downs, but for the most part, everything is good. Even though i don't know the exact direction i'm going in, at least i know that i'm moving and that i'm gonna do somewhere. things have been getting better for the most part and there are alot of things to look forward to.
I'm planning on going to New York with Frankie in February, and that should be alot of fun. I've always wanted to go New York, it just seems like such an exciting place. So much energy. For Spring Break, i'm gonna try to visit my cousin Steve in Florida. I'm so proud of him. He decided to up and move to Florida, and he's actually doing it. SO many people talk about doing stuff and end up doing nothing. He first mentioned Florida to me last month, and he just left yesterday. He;s moving to Tampa. It's gonna be cool, cause i have a reason to go to FLoriday and he even said i could bring friends and we could crash for free kinda thing. Wohoo.
And the biggest thing I'm looking forward to is moving out after Winter semester. I know it's gonna be tough financialy, and it might even be a challenge to live with people other than my family, but i know i can do it. Like they say, you can do anything you put your mind to, so that's what i'm doing.
Even if i were to move back home after a year, it doesn't matter. Everything happens for a reason, you just gotta live with no regrets!
It's weird, even though i did a little bit of bitching in this entry, i feel SOOO positive, and happy. I've just come to the realization that I'm the only person that affects me. If I don't let thing bother me, they wont.
On an even better note, tomarrow i'm going to go get a ticket for the Type-o-Negative and Cradle of Filth show friday. YAY. That will be a good show, then off to Canada we will go! I haven't got to hang out with Juliet or Kelly really in a while. It should be good fun!