Never been anybodys babydoll...
I always reach this point where the wine doesn't taste as sweet and the nights are just too long. This is the same old same old sad song. I've never been anybodys babydoll and I don't know why I keep taking this fall. Love me tender, love me right, spin the bottle and have a fight. Caress me down and sex me up drain me and reach for another cup.
Alright so I didn't mean to start a crappy rhyming poem thing, it just sort of happened. Deal.
I'm all out of sorts as of late. Too much going on at once. I'm feeling everything falling apart when most of it is just imagination and over reaction. I've been taking my frustration from jer moving out on kye and I shouldn't. I'm looking at how long we've been together and I'm getting nervous. My relationships don't tend to last past the year and a half mark. I always seem to get fidgity and lose interest around that time. Our year and a half is coming up in august and I'm starting to worry more about him going to CA training. More time apart can't help the situation. I'm nowhere near the thought of breaking up, just working harder to fix things is what it comes down to.
Do you still love him?
Of course I do, more so than I've ever loved before. I just miss him, miss some of the old spontaneous romantic goofy sweet things he'd say and do. I want romance-gushing cheesy, knight in shining armor romance. I want to have passion, soul searing mind jarring, neighbor waking passion. I want to feel special. Lately I haven't been feeling that as much. Everything is routine, expected, taken for granted. I miss the spark, that high you get from knowing that someone picked you from the herd. I think couples need to remind each other of that-they need to say "hey, I chose you for a reason, you're that much smarter, funnier, and more attractive than every other person I've ever met and I love you so fucking much it hurts," You don't need to say it in words, just let them know thats what you're feeling every single day.
Alright so I didn't mean to start a crappy rhyming poem thing, it just sort of happened. Deal.
I'm all out of sorts as of late. Too much going on at once. I'm feeling everything falling apart when most of it is just imagination and over reaction. I've been taking my frustration from jer moving out on kye and I shouldn't. I'm looking at how long we've been together and I'm getting nervous. My relationships don't tend to last past the year and a half mark. I always seem to get fidgity and lose interest around that time. Our year and a half is coming up in august and I'm starting to worry more about him going to CA training. More time apart can't help the situation. I'm nowhere near the thought of breaking up, just working harder to fix things is what it comes down to.
Do you still love him?
Of course I do, more so than I've ever loved before. I just miss him, miss some of the old spontaneous romantic goofy sweet things he'd say and do. I want romance-gushing cheesy, knight in shining armor romance. I want to have passion, soul searing mind jarring, neighbor waking passion. I want to feel special. Lately I haven't been feeling that as much. Everything is routine, expected, taken for granted. I miss the spark, that high you get from knowing that someone picked you from the herd. I think couples need to remind each other of that-they need to say "hey, I chose you for a reason, you're that much smarter, funnier, and more attractive than every other person I've ever met and I love you so fucking much it hurts," You don't need to say it in words, just let them know thats what you're feeling every single day.