need to get out of this.
all this talk about design, art and social media
it makes sense, we are unhappy but it's becoming social vomit.
it just keeps going on... a very foul vicious cycle
makes me want to banish myself from this real world, hibernate and do what makes me happiest, working on my own art, and not give a fuck, at all. (BUT i need to put food on the table)
i hate the arts scene here, the people, the opportunities (although it is getting better), corporations who hire designers/illustrators. everyone seems so selfish, so ignorant, so cocky.
or maybe, i am just not good enough.
and i am this close to leaving.
it makes sense, we are unhappy but it's becoming social vomit.
it just keeps going on... a very foul vicious cycle
makes me want to banish myself from this real world, hibernate and do what makes me happiest, working on my own art, and not give a fuck, at all. (BUT i need to put food on the table)
i hate the arts scene here, the people, the opportunities (although it is getting better), corporations who hire designers/illustrators. everyone seems so selfish, so ignorant, so cocky.
or maybe, i am just not good enough.
and i am this close to leaving.