Dec 09, 2005 03:34
i love my friends.
i cried a lot today.
had an INTENSE talk with amber..sometimes when you feel you just can't move on..you can. if you have someone to help you along the way.
tonight was the play..it went well. there weren't that many people. i'm assuming it's the whole "school night" factor.
i heard i did a pretty great job standing. yay for not falling.
bridget came. i love her.
i wasn't in a very good mood during the play basically because i'm a pile and didn't start my paper. school is so stressful sheesh.
i made this public because it's been requested..don't know how long it will stay.i finished by paper at 3. only 14 percent flagged. i was happy. i don't think it's THAT shitty either.
now that my paper is done..i feel like i'm free! i think i'm just going to stay up all night to say i did. you never know oprah might be on oxygen.
what i want for christmas-
-oprah boxed dvd set
-clothes -wet seal-ae-fueled by ramen-
-concert tickets
-ock membership
-best buy gift certificates
-cookies because i'm a pig.
-a boy. lame i know.
- a puppy
-mini ipods to come back
-well i need new toe pads for ballet..since mine sort of kill me.
-gas cardsssssss
-mixed cds. i don't like rap. except kanye. i sort of love him
it's weird when the band you thought was your little secret isn't so secret anymore.
it sort of uh pisses you off. grammy nominations for new artist? what the hell they've been around for years. but i'm proud of them, so that's good i guess.
i should practice my solo for church. i guess a lot of people at church are anticipating it. which is really awkward. melissa is going to record me and we're putting it on the internet hahhaa.
the music man is coming up. i'll probably be a dancer again. i love dancing. but i don't even know if -I- love it anymore...it's more of a "hey" you've been dancing for 10 years..so keep doing it sort of thing.
this staying up thing is sort of fun. i might go make my dad breakfast..
i miss my dog..alot :(