May 15, 2005 11:26
so my mother is away for the weekend. I'm salivating at the thought that she will be away from the 26th until the 3rd. Then again, her lack of concern is already sufficient enough in turning me off the whole "I want to slit your throat and watch you bleed profousely" idea.
score
I've learned that I can not only very effectively, but very comfortably gain rest in a sitting position. That is, it's a whole different world when you place your own face between your knees and can see nothing but yourself if you choose to. (Mind you, this is the second time I've been conscious of sleeping this way without being wasted and being forced to assume the position)
I have a few more things to do for school, a few more threats to impose, a few more silent laughs at white noise (seemingly, but who knows and who would care to tell anyway?), a few more books to read, a few more job interviews, a few more doctor's appointments, and then, if I by chance don't wind up ripping all of my hair out, I will pay a visit to the beach and purposely bring little umbrellas to stick into my bottles of water and feel the grandeur.
I'm going to go smoke and get stoned now and eat a cracker if all is well with everyone...oh well, too bad!
=)