my soul. my heart. my joy. my love. . .my demise.
so today was another marvelous day at neuqua valley. full of doing homework assignments that were do at the begining of the week and not paying attention in any of my classes... ah the wonders of highschool procrastination.
yay for it finally being the weekend! i've only been waiting for the weekend since.. uh ever. at least it seems like forever. why is it that even though the week was a shortened one it dragged on forever? damnit all i guess.
in my boredom i shall post my newest poems:
Sweet Surrender
No one on Earth has felt this feeling that I'm feeling.
The serenity, peace, love, tranquility.
With my eyes closed I can feel you,
Hear your heart beating,
Feel your warm breath.
There is not another place anywhere that would make me feel this way.
Calm, happy, at one with the world.
The pain, the torture, the fights, the gossip;
All of the pettyness of highschool fades away
As you lie here next to me.
The warmth from your embrace sends shivers throughout my being.
As you lie there, with your eyes closed; dreaming of me
And I lie asleep; dreaming of you.
But when I awake from this dream
I awake to all the chaos.
Highschool life floods back to me
As I lie awake, wishing I was dreaming of you.
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Death Becomes Her
In a field of roses, not a single one stands out.
There is no individual,
Not one that draws the eye away from the group.
The roses are all touched by the same hand,
Looked at with the same glance,
They are all copies of the original.
Roses are red, But what about the single rose?
What are her characteristics, desires, pains?
Why is it that she must look, feel, smell the same as all the others?
When will she be able to stand out from all of the copies that surround her day to day?
What about when she starts to die?
Wilt, shrivel, suddenly her crimson color has faded.
Will she stand out then?
When she can no longer protect herself with her thorns
And is at the mercy to the environment around her,
Will she get noticed?
The stench of death, decay;
Now your eye flickers towards her.
What you have never notcied before, you do now.
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