"I just wanna hold you close. feel ur heartbeat close to mine."
why is it that life always works out in the way you don't want it to?
think of the most horrible thing that could happen to you... odds are it's gonna happen to you eventually.
i've never needed him so much as i need him now.
but of course now is the time i can't see or talk to him.
i feel so alone in school.
yea.. i have britni one of the two i can talk to about anything. but i never see her. when i do see her it's at lunch and her bf's there. so of course there isnt much talking. and its not like we hang out one on one anymore bc again.. her boyfriend. its cool tho. im glad she finally got a good one that she sees everyday. i've been there.
i just wish he styll went here. if i could see him everyday... get hugs in the hallways... thats all i want. i need the comfort. for the little time i got to talk to him on the fone today, he made me better. i felt better by talking to him.. i always do.
i dont know... i just wish things we're different.. but of course they're not. nor will they ever be the way i want them to be again.
why the hell am i even writing all this shyt?
think of the most horrible thing that could happen to you... odds are it's gonna happen to you eventually.
i've never needed him so much as i need him now.
but of course now is the time i can't see or talk to him.
i feel so alone in school.
yea.. i have britni one of the two i can talk to about anything. but i never see her. when i do see her it's at lunch and her bf's there. so of course there isnt much talking. and its not like we hang out one on one anymore bc again.. her boyfriend. its cool tho. im glad she finally got a good one that she sees everyday. i've been there.
i just wish he styll went here. if i could see him everyday... get hugs in the hallways... thats all i want. i need the comfort. for the little time i got to talk to him on the fone today, he made me better. i felt better by talking to him.. i always do.
i dont know... i just wish things we're different.. but of course they're not. nor will they ever be the way i want them to be again.
why the hell am i even writing all this shyt?