All Smiles...:O)
So my computer was retarteddd.....and i haven't been able to update in like a day and a half....So here it goes....
I saw MYSTERY BOY sunday night and i had TONS of fun... i dont think i have ever laughed so much in a matter of three hours...lmao..he's a funny kid..maybe i like him.....maybe i dont....God only knows what will happen...i know he has a plan 4 me...im just going with it...hehe....and being happy while doing that...back 2 what i was saying..he left my house @ like 10:20..and called me when he got home...talked on the phone till like 12:30....told me how happy he was he got to spend time with me and how he wished he was still@ my hosue & was talkin to me in person instead of on the phone...(Now everyone say AWWWWW....lol) isn't that just cute?!?!...so yeah...i dunno guys....im just going with it....hehe...but i like it tho...maybe it will work out... ;O)
Talkin to him last nite was cool too....telling me that he was really happy the whole day yesterday...and that he thought about me a lot too....hehe....i dunno what to say about the situation...besides that it is going well...and im happy....living my life....
Well i talked to her last night....and made things right....it just so happens that we both have been meaning to speak to one another about the situation...i stepped up 1st....and told her "well look ive been meaning to tell u....4 liek the past couple of days....im sorry....4 all the drama that has happened....in the past couple of weeks and all the tension that has been felt...b/w us i guess u can...say....it was kinda stupid....so yeah....something that just had to be said....i dont want drama.....at all...so w/e...just letting u know...cuz we havent like spoken to each other in like 3 weeks....and i missed ya my friend..... " and i got this in response...."lol itz all good chanell! i wanted to tell u too and settle things .. and i was tellin omaar 2day that i didnt want something like this to ruin our friendship cuz we've had too mani good times to let alla this drama make everything bad" We let everything out...and i told her how i had liked him for almost 2 year but things are prob not ment to be b.c...we end up pushing each other away from one another.....Im glad we settled things...b/c it was something that was really bothering me.....this just made my day even better yesterday!!I am also happy b/c we can finally look @ each other and laugh....and talk....::smiles::
Anyway...school 2day was w/e....it sucks...hate it..but gotta deal with it....(Only 31 more days left!YaY!!!!)I was in a good mood 2day...G-LO gave me a massage and made me tired...so yeah...lol....me and franky...both fell alseep on his desk....while i was getting a massage and i was playing with franky's hair...que cute....but nothing big.... we still a lil flirting but nothing serious....normal stuff....cant take any of that stuff seriously anyway....heh (if u know what i mean...)...Then went to practice...Tor...took me home....and now im here....bored as hell....
Let me say how EXTREMELY proud i am of myself....for following my HEAD instear of my HEART....and for stepping up and making things right....:O)
My friend call me genuine for doing what i did....b/c they wouldnt of been able to do what i did in these past couple of days....Thank you guys for all of your support!I love you alll with all my heart!!hehe!!
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A little bit of lyrics...that went with my life...till i made the right choice....:O)
Oh, been trying to let it go
Trying to keep my eyes closed
Trying to keep it just like before
The times we never even thought to speak
Don't wanna tell you what it is
Oh wee it felt so serious
Got me thinking just too much
I wanna set it off, but
It's this 1 thing that's got me trippin
It's this 1 thing that's got me trippin (you did)
This 1 thing my soul may be feeling
It's this 1 thing you did oh oh
It's this 1 thing that caught me slippin
It's this 1 thing I want to admit it
This 1 thing and I was so with it
It's this 1 thing you did oh oh
Hey, we don't know each other well
So what? I keep thinking to myself
Memories just keep ringing bells
Oh oh, Oh oh, Oh
Hear voices I don't want to understand
My car keys are jingling in my hand
My heart feels a clicking towards your door
Oh oh, Oh oh, Oh
It's this 1 thing that's got me trippin
It's this 1 thing that's got me trippin (you did)
This 1 thing my soul may be feeling
It's this 1 thing you did oh oh
It's this 1 thing that's caught me slippin
It's this 1 thing I want to admit it
This 1 thing and I was so with it
It's this 1 thing you did oh oh
Maybe I just can't believe it
It's this one thing you did oh oh
I can't deny, tired of trying
Open up the door, but just keep on seeing you
I'm hoping you can keep a secret
For me, for me, for me
But what you did, yeah
It's this 1 thing that's got me trippin
It's this 1 thing that's got me trippin (you did)
This 1 thing my soul may be feeling
It's this 1 thing you did oh oh
It's this 1 thing that's caught me slippin
It's this 1 thing I want to admit it
This 1 thing and I was so with it
It's this 1 thing YOU did oh oh
I have been very happy lately....I WONDER WHYYY?!?!?!?
KiSsiS,
-C-