Sep 13, 2004 17:22
So, I was just wondering... did I piss off a witch or something(lol... for those of you who think I'm deeply into something like that) ? Maybe I'm just being punished by a god. Or maybe....It's just something thats happening to build my character and become a stronger person. I would like to think it is to make me stronger.
I'm about to lose my job. My boss cannot afford to pay me anymore. He may even have to close his business. So, for the next two weeks I will have a job, after that I'm not really sure what I'll do.
I 'm still putting up with my sisters bull shit and she won't let me see my dad. She is the biggest bitch I have ever met in my life and I wish that.....oh....I won't say it....Karma...think Karma. Anyway, i would like to punch her in the face....there, thats a little nicer.
I JUST WANT TO SEE MY FATHER AND HUG HIM AND TELL HIM HOW MUCH I LOVE HIM. MY BITCH SISTER FROM FUCKING HELL IS GETTING ON MY NERVES SO BAD AND IF IT WERE NOT FOR MY ANTI-DEPRESSANTS....I SWEAR.... I WOULD BE A FUCKING MESS AND WOULD LOOSE IT. WHAT THE FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK??????? I AM SO GOD DANG AGGRAVATED WITH ALL THIS MOTHERFUCKING SHIT!!! I WOULD NEVER TREAT THAT BITCH THE WAY SHE HAS TREATED ME AND I DO NOT DESERVE IT. IT'S NOT FUCKING FAIR AND I CAN'T WAIT UNTIL THE DAY THAT KARMA KICKS HER ASS TO THE GROUND AND I LAUGH IN HER FACE!!
Ok, I feel so much better now.
So, school is doing good and i love my friends a family. My boyfriend is wonderful. I'm in a play.