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Well...no Godspell callbacks. I found out last night but I was a little emotional and probably would have said things that I didn't mean. Its really really hard, but I have to realize that I went in and did the very best that I could. If thats not what they were looking for that isn't my problem. Ha. It is so much easier said that done. I think what almost made me more upset last night was that I had gotten my hopes up. I had done a solid audition, and I allowed myself to think that I had the chance of getting called back. That sounds really pesimistic, but if I had gone into the audition hoping only to gain experience and have a good audition, I probably wouldn't have been as let down when I didn't get called back. I think that is one of the hardest parts for me. Training myself to not look too far ahead...just at what is right in front of me. But at least I did have a good audition. I could have totally fucked it up. But I guess that also would have made the news a little easier because I would know there was a reason why. But thats the uncertainty in this business...never knowing quite where you stand and taking it one day at a time...By the way I am so happy for everyone who got called back. I love you all and I hope you guys get in so we can hang out a bunch this summer!!
love to all
"Hear my song, it will help you believe in tomorrow.
Hear my song, it will show you the way you can shine.
Hear my song, it was made for the time when you don't know where to go.
Listen to the song that I sing, you'll be fine."
love to all
"Hear my song, it will help you believe in tomorrow.
Hear my song, it will show you the way you can shine.
Hear my song, it was made for the time when you don't know where to go.
Listen to the song that I sing, you'll be fine."