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I am soo very happy to be back at school!! Coming back, I feel like i had all the anticipation and excitement of first semester without the scariness of having to make totally new friends. I am so sure that I want to be here. I don't think I've ever been more sure of anything. And that is the most amazingly empowering feeling in the world. If only I could feel this confidence in all aspects of my life...I don't need anyone to fill a void, which is a different place for me. Usually I've been lonely and I needed someone to, i don't know complete me in some way. Now that I have begun to discover who I am, I don't need anyone to fill anything in ME, but it is so wonderful to spend time or feel needed by someone who I care about.
If only it were that easy and if only I didn't make such as ass of myself sometimes....oh well I guess I must embrace all sides of me good and bad :)
If only it were that easy and if only I didn't make such as ass of myself sometimes....oh well I guess I must embrace all sides of me good and bad :)