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[sweetpeasarahd]

Today was a good day...creature creations were soo much fun, we had our last day of icl plus pizza, and max pollack had a lecture thing before rehearsal for Juliet's scene. Its so interesting to see how our class has really bonded over the past months. Its going to be interesting to see who will qualify and who won't, but Kate is right when she says that if you are observant you can start to see who are the people who are supposed to perform. I hope to god I am one of them. I can't imagine doing anything else with my life after these past few months. It scares me like crazy but I know that I am willing to work for it harder than anything. I've started to learn that its ok to be afraid and vulnerable, and i want to be more comfortable in that and I feel like I've made a start I suppose. I want to live in every single moment, stop regretting things I've done wrong or attempt to make excuses for things before I even begin them...And I want to be an actress, live these amazing moments and be able to show them to other people. I wasn't sure before I came here if theatre was something I couldn't live without...but I know it now. I just wish I could show it better. I know that i have so much love and passion for it, I wish I did a better job showing these emotions, so people would KNOW that I can't live without this!!!

By the way, we got the greatest most beautiful snow today. Everytime I looked outside, the absolute serenity of the snow just took my breath away.

What a wonderful world.....