sooner or later I'm gonna decide

[sweetpeasarahd]

It's funny, but no matter where my emotions or my choices take me, I always come back to here. And find myself caring more and doing more to try and get it than any other options I have. I find it oddly comfortable, but I know that if I just let myself feel comfotable forever I may never get it. But I don't want to push it, and I know that if it happened without forcing it, it would mean that much more. So, again I sit and wait. Well I guess I'd like to think of it more as allowing what is going to happen happen on its own time. I just hope it happens. That would be pretty sweet. :)

Somebody let me come through
I'll ALWAYS be here
as FRIGHTENED as you
to help us survive
BEING ALIVE.

ps...apologies for overuse of this song lately. I know its annoying. haha.
xoxo