Nov 09, 2006 01:07
When I look back on the effort it took to get you, it wasn't much. I just had to be myself and it was enough for you. In the beginning, I had no intentions of starting anything with you. You were like my brother and I enjoyed spending time with you. You kept coming around and I kept asking myself, "what the hell does he want????" But then my feelings grew into something a little more than what I had expected. I soon couldn't wait for you to come over and tell me how your day was. I couldn't wait for us to talk and talk and get to know more and more about each other. For the first time in my life I had somehting to look forward to day by day and it was because of you. Then summer came and rumors began and we'd laugh about them when we were alone because deep down, there was some truth to them. Then one afternoon in Kate's pool, I decided that it was time to talk about it. You want me to be happy and the truth is that I'm always happy when I'm with you. There's never a dull moment when I'm with you.
You asked me:
"Where do you see yourself a few more years down the road...is it with me?"
I pray that it's with you.