Alone. And for some odd reason, it's not a pleasant feeling
I'm sitting here thinking about how my past few days went. They were good and bad but mostly good. We're house-sitting for Kate's family and it's going well, no fires ya know?
I can't grasp the fact that I'm by myself. John has been staying with me and I've been staying at his house so much, I'm never really alone. And now that I am, I'm slowly going mad. As a matter of fact, after I dropped him off at home (his brakes were worn down so his car was out of comission for a while) the ride back was even lonely. There's not a sound of laughter in the room or goofing off. Maybe I should find something to occupy myself at this hour. Can't be good to really absorb the fact you're alone.
Apparently I have secrets with my girlfriends that John doesn't like. He thinks they're about him and that I'm plotting his death or something. What an assumption! Hasn't he ever heard that assuming makes and ass out of you and me? Maybe not. Oh well what can I do?
I've never wanted fall to be here so badly in my life. I just want to leave this place. I love my friends and all but there're just some things I need to escape. If I don't, I'll deteriorate. Not cool.
That's all for now, I have no more typing power left in me. Goodnight.
I can't grasp the fact that I'm by myself. John has been staying with me and I've been staying at his house so much, I'm never really alone. And now that I am, I'm slowly going mad. As a matter of fact, after I dropped him off at home (his brakes were worn down so his car was out of comission for a while) the ride back was even lonely. There's not a sound of laughter in the room or goofing off. Maybe I should find something to occupy myself at this hour. Can't be good to really absorb the fact you're alone.
Apparently I have secrets with my girlfriends that John doesn't like. He thinks they're about him and that I'm plotting his death or something. What an assumption! Hasn't he ever heard that assuming makes and ass out of you and me? Maybe not. Oh well what can I do?
I've never wanted fall to be here so badly in my life. I just want to leave this place. I love my friends and all but there're just some things I need to escape. If I don't, I'll deteriorate. Not cool.
That's all for now, I have no more typing power left in me. Goodnight.