its been awhile...

[sweetpeakissesu]

I haven't written in here in like forever it seems.... I have been so busy with school and work that I haven't taken time out just to relax and get my thoughts out of my head. Lately I have been feeling like i'm trapped, like I can't get away from what scares me. I go through each day, but do it without living it. I am constantly dwelling on the fact that I am not wanted by the only person I care for... Yes there have been others that have approached me and wanted me, but I didn't want them. I turned them down with out ever a second look, with out even considering the idea of them..
but any who... i'll tell u about this sad tale later!